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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    They broke up years ago.
    Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.

    And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
    He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.

    Now they’re in the same house again,
    sleeping in separate rooms,
    avoiding each other’s eyes,
    trying very hard not to touch.

    But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.

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    Flame proposed because he wanted a front row seat to Wemmbu’s soul. He loved the noise, the cackles, and the vibrant, "loud" way Wemmbu lived

    Until he didn't.

    The vibrancy becomes an inconvenience. The laughter becomes a chore. Flame asks for "normal," and eventually, Wemmbu gives it to him. He muzzles his heart, kills his spirit, and becomes the partner Flame demanded.

    But silence is a heavy thing to live with, and by the time Flame realizes he's mourning a living man, the sun has already gone out.

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    February 14th, 1998 -
    The king and queen of Auradon, Belle and Adam, welcome a beautiful baby boy into the world. The entire kingdom is ecstatic at the news and each citizen waiting to see just a glimpse of the young prince. It was a momentous occasion to say the least. Belle and Adam looked their young son over with so much pride and love in their hearts. This boy would someday rule the kingdom with the same grace and charm as his mother and father do. He was the future king. King Benjamin.

    October 22nd, 1998 -
    On the Isle of the Lost, the son of one of the most feared pirates in history has been born. Captain James Hook took hold of the young boy and looked him over. To the captain, who's only desire in the world was to destroy Peter Pan, now had a new desire; to properly raise the future heir to his legacy. Someone who he'd hope will have more success than he ever did. But to also feel the love that he believed he deserved. His name would be known throughout the seven seas. Captain Harry Hook.

    What if Harry Hook wasn't raised on The Isle of the Lost?
    What if Belle & Beast had raised him.
    What if Ben & Harry... were brothers.
    What will unfold when the truth gets revealed?

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    Just reposting my story from wattpad to here✌️

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    After Akutagawa fainted in an attempt to attack the weretiger, he found himself in the weretiger's apartment being taken care of.
    After that they found themselves falling for each other, but an event happened that broke them apart.

    Updates will be slow sorry about that!

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    In which Shane Hollander acquires a baby and Ilya Rozanov loses his fucking mind.

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    A canon-divergent, exes-to-lovers AU, plus a collection of extra scenes within that fic's universe.

    You Would've Been the One -> Main fic
    It Would've Been Fun -> Bonus scenes

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    Masquerade fill for this prompt: Sam/Dean, fear. Expanding on moments as late Season 13 where Sam flinches at Dean's anger: Sam's been the object of a disproportionate number of instances of physical and emotional violence from Dean and alt!Dean over the years, as well as noncon possession. Even with their relationship on a more even keel, most of this hasn't been addressed and would plausibly have ongoing effects. Show me Sam and Dean in a sexual relationship where Sam's will-to-trust doesn't always translate into trust. Can end in resolution or break-up, but nothing fluffy or easy.

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    “Okay. Umm… God this is… hard. Ok. Umm… You remember Nevada? You… Said it was hard to open up to people you care the most, cause they can… they can maybe not like the truth? You remember that?”

    Will just blinked fast. Still half asleep.

    “God.. You really are half-asleep” Mike let out an exhale. “Will, I need you to listen to me, okay?” He almost grabbed his hand again, but didn’t. “I’m gonna say a lot… And probably freak the fuck out. Can you… can you pay attention?”

     

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    On a random Tuesday night Mike drives to NYC, wakes Will up and tells him everything.

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    When Hermione Granger walks in on her fiancé Ron Weasley in a compromising situation, her world shatters. Seeking solace, she unexpectedly finds comfort in Draco Malfoy, a man she's learned to see in a new light after years of animosity. As they navigate shared experiences of heartbreak and loss, Hermione confronts her feelings and reassesses her past with Ron.

    Hermione wonders if she can find the strength to choose a path toward healing. Finding refuge in the most unlikely of places.

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    Katsuki downed the abomination of a drink in one gulp, the syrupy sweetness coating his tongue like glue, before ordering one of the stronger alcohols the bar had. Sweet won't cut it tonight.

     

    𝘏𝘢𝘢𝘢𝘪𝘻𝘻. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.        

     

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    One trip to a bar mixed with two strangers might somehow mend our angry pomeranian's broken heart.

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    Shane would always be yearning for something with a man who didn't want him, wouldn't he? A little positive attention and he'd folded like origami. Pathetic.

    "Stay," Rozanov said. It sounded like pleading. That trick had worked on him, once.

    “Why?" Shane's tone was more biting than he intended. "What do you think is going to happen if I stay? Are you gonna make me a goddamned tuna melt?”

    Rozanov, to his credit, took the words like the blow they were. His eyes widened, then he covered his face with his palms and muttered something in Russian.

    Shane had never seen shame written across those features before.

    In April 2017, Shane Hollander suffers the most painful not-breakup he’ll ever experience. Months later, he's outed. Two years after that, a broken knee ends his career.

    When Rozanov unexpectedly crosses Shane's path four years later, Shane resolves to be courteous yet keep his distance. But Ilya is just as beautiful and charming as he ever was, and he’s determined to give what they'd once shared a second chance. A real chance.

    It's a bad idea. Shane knows it's a bad idea.

    The terrifying thing is that it doesn't feel like one.

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    Unfortunately, it takes Nanami several days to realize he is being stalked.

    Or, over 7k words of Gojo and Nanami's bizarre courting rituals.

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    “What are you doing?”

    “Don’t you remember what I said on the boat?” Childe asked a bit too sweetly. “I said you hid a lot from me, and if I can find out just a little bit more about who the hell you are, then so be it. How about it, Zhongli? Why don’t we traverse these ruins and you can tell me all about it, just like old times? It’ll give me something fun to think about when I head back to Schnezaya.”

    “You’re… going back soon… aren't you?” He sounded pensive, hesitant to speak the words out loud as if doing so would ring them true.

    “Well… it’s not like I can stay here forever, you know.” As much as I want to; as much as I did want to. He was so steadfast to let his annoyance show, but those few meek words mumbled out just loud enough for him to hear made that fire lose oxygen.

    “Of course…”

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    After Tartarus, things were different. Percy Jackson was bed ridden on Olympus in Apollo's temple as he learns his worst nightmare is coming true: Percy was becoming a god whether he wanted to or not. Desperately, he tries to make the Fates change their minds. Instead, Percy and Apollo find themselves stranded in Ancient Greece where they must figure out a way to get home while also having to handle the meddling gods of the past. Meanwhile, in the present, Olympus scrambles as they discover the duos disappearance.

    ~~~~~~~

    OR: Percy wants Fate to stop messing with him and Apollo wants to simultaneously throttle Percy for dragging him along and also lock him in a cage so he doesn't get accidently smote.

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    welcome to my samjamie bestfriendism agenda :) this is a canon divergent timeline where they bond after jamie has a panic attack at the gala in season one.

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