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All Lights Turned Off Can Be Turned On (I’ll Call Your Mom) by YesItIsScaryButYouAreBrave (RichieToziersAllDeadRockShow)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya rely heavily on their family and friends as they adjust to domestic life once more after three not-so-unexpected diagnoses and a 6 month inpatient stay for Shane’s orthorexia.
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EATING DISORDER SHANE- new chapters coming out 4/4 rn
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During their travels as hedge knight and squire, Dunk and Egg go to Lys, expecting they might run into a certain temperamental Targaryen Prince sent there five years ago, (following the trial of seven that nearly killed Prince Baelor, the only other living Targaryen omega—as far as Aerion knows, at least).
What Dunk does not expect, is to find Aerion in heat and being taken advantage of in a dark alley by the very guards sworn to protect him.
Afterwards, Aerion is suffering through a suppressant overdose, not having been off them in five years in the effort to hide his omega status, and the aftermath of being raped. He must return home to his pack in Dragonstone lest he die from the sickness, (though he doesn't feel he'll be welcomed back).
Come hell or high water, Dunk vows to be there every step of the way through Aerion's recovery, no matter how much the prince tries to push him away.
(Bonus: Dunk and Aerion are scent mates—a rare bond indicating high biological compatibility.)
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Holding Patterns by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.
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- Part 4 of Duty of Care
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Need to read duty of care first
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"If Todd skipped out on too many family meals, Grayson would be marching over to one of his safe houses and dragging him to the manor. If Brown or Cain was gone on a mission for too long, the family would make time for them to relax and Pennyworth would make their favorite meals to entice them to dinner. If Damian was too far into his head and feeling frustrated they would give him enough space that he didn't feel coddled but also open that door for him and eventually force him out of his own head.
But Drake... He hadn't come to family dinner for three months now, Todd never made it to the two month mark. Drake hasn't come back to the manor after a mission for anything longer than a sitrep and debrief. (Of which Drake consistently lied about and avoided medical attention every night and not once did anyone call him on it). And Drake was always in his own head and no one seemed to bother to pull him out. No one coddled, no open doors, no forcing him to float, just... letting him drown."
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Or Damian notices Tim is treated differently than the rest of the family and wants to know why and he's determined to bring him back through bonding.- Language:
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The one where Damian and Tim bond and Tim is not permitted to disappear this time
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A Nice Man in Montreal by evilrussianprincess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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(9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden
(9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.
(9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting
(9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry
OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them
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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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- Part 1 of a letter to my only (safe grounds)
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Jane Doe, On Paper by stupidcanadianwolfbird (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are famous rivals and a private, on-again-off-again secret, held together by routine and avoidance.
And sex, mostly sex.
When Shane begins hiding a bodily truth no one prepared him for, the cracks in their relationship deepen, pushing them apart and pulling them together.
In short, Ilya kept circling the same question: why Shane lived like his own body wasn’t his?
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Kim Seokjin loves Jeon Jungkook as a lover.
Jeon Jungkook loves Kim Seokjin as....???
Kim Seokjin decides its time to let go.
Jeon Jungkook decides he wants to hold on.
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How Jungkook realizes how much he loves Seokjin through the 5 stages of grief.
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a night with monika and sayori
(inspired by ddlc side stories)
#happy disability pride month
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Coming Back Wrong, But Just About As Wrong As When You Left by Chwoka
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
03 Jul 2026
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To abstract, you have to completely surrender. To de-abstract, you need to completely want to live again and believe in yourself. Ribbit de-abstracts because they don't want to be alone. Jax de-abstracts out of spite.
Also: they all go to space?
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Getting Closure by alwaysindoubts, scriptiodaemon (alwaysindoubts)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander to the moon and stars, and his proposal makes Ilya the happiest man in the world. But he realizes that after the marriage he'll definitely never be able to visit his mother's grave again. Shane Hollander is being a very good partner, so he suggests they secretly fly to Moscow together, so Ilya could get closure with his part (and truly wants to understand Ilya better). And Ilya agrees,
or the adventures of the almost-married Hollander-Rozanov family in Moscow.The work is written in both Russian and English, all the dialogues are written in the language in which it occurs. Yes, Ilya sometimes addresses Shane in Russian. And viceversa. And many of them sometimes jump back and forth. For me this is important because language is an important part of consciousness. But do not be scared, every phrase has a translation!
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He’s curled up in a hospital bed, one of the wide ones, for nesting. The metal rails on either side are helping to keep the pillows and blankets in a vaguely nest shape.
It scents a lot like another Omega, somehow familiar, but not Shane. David most likely, since Shane does not look in any fit state to build a nest. But Ilya’s brain dismisses the scent of another Omega. Not a threat; doesn’t matter.
Ilya strips his shirt and ditches it in the same moment as he works his shoes off by stepping on the heels. He drops his sweatpants too. He hears Yuna growl. He really doesn’t care.
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Life is perfectly pleasant (if a little dull) for Elphaba and Fiyero seven years after she faked her own death, ran away from her home and left her best friend to rule Oz alone. Nothing ever really changes in the desert outside Oz until, one day, there's a knock at their door announcing the arrival of a young boy who looks identical to Galinda Upland.
Well.
Not quite.
He was in every way an exact copy of Galinda.
Except.
Except, he’s green.
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Galinda Upland's son brings Elphaba Thropp back home.
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Nothing is Free (A Heated Rivalry Fan Fiction) by pxnsneverland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has learned that nothing is free--not shelter, not food, not kindness. Every favor comes with a price, and his body is the only currency he has. When a brutal night on the streets of Montreal puts him in the path of Shane Hollander, a wealthy stranger who refuses payment for his help, Ilya doesn't trust it. He trusts transactions. He trusts survival. Shane Hollander has spent his life being careful--about his image, his future, and the expectations attached to his last name. As the heir to a powerful corporation, there is no room in his world for scandal, much less for falling in love with someone society would rather pretend doesn't exist. As Shane and Ilya are drawn together, what begins as guarded proximity turns into something neither of them can afford. Ilya and Shane must decide whether love is worth the cost--and whether they're willing to risk everything for it.
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- Part 1 of What We Survive Series
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After months of trying and failing, through no real fault of his own, to stay away from the sport that ripped him apart, Kuroko prepares to return with a vengeance. Kuroko has until the end of the winter cup preliminaries to define his goals and perfect his play, with or without the help of his many unwitting companions.
A continuation of A Lost Heart
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- Part 2 of Coming Home
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macabre rivulets intertwined (hope asleep in fifteen heartbeats) by violetides for rightpastnowhere, ToxicPineapple
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types, Super Dangan Ronpa 2
23 Jun 2020
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it takes three months for everyone to wake up.
as he grasps the hand of komaeda nagito and pulls him out of the pod,
his shoulders relax.
finally.
(a nonlinear study on the remnants of despair as they recover from the neo world and all that occurred before. somewhere along the way, forgiveness is given, relationships are formed, and they all find their paths to happiness.)
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Bruise My Heart Like The Skin On My Neck by nyxnami_a
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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Shane lets out an exasperated sigh. “It’s because you’re Bratva, and I’m Yakuza, asshole.”
“Nobody actually says Bratva.”
“I know”
“Would be very stupid.”
“Yep.”
“Because is something in the movies.”
“I get it Rozanov!”
“Just making sure, Hollander.”
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Shane Hollander, Canada's Golden Boy, and the Yakuza's most underestimated monster.
Ilya Rozanov, the Russian Menace, and the Bratva's most valuable asset.
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- Part 1 of do you think it'll leave a mark?
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"The Weight of It" by Unsaid (Tati224)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
30 Jun 2026
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Ilya thought he could keep everything under control—his game, his team, and what’s happening inside his own head.
But some things get harder to hide the longer you pretend you're fine.
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Submerged by Takemichisawamura9
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime), Blue Lock - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Blue Lock University has become a world reference in the sports and academic fields. Studying at the best university in Japan meant status, prestige, and a guaranteed future.
However, for Itoshi Rin, it meant only one thing: Freedom.
After Sae left, the relationship with his parents got worse. Before his approval for the best Football school of the current era, Rin suffers an injury that leaves him off the fields.
Reuniting with his brother after years, sharing an apartment with a lunatic with antennas, reliving old wounds, and accepting to fake a relationship with an unbearable rabbit to get to Sae were never part of his plans.
For Bunny, everything started as a game. Conquering the younger brother of his greatest rival was just one more victory to be collected.
The problem is that little by little the game stopped being pretense.Between traumas, lies, and feelings that insist on coming to the surface, two submerged hearts will have to decide if they will accept or sink.
(Read the tags and triggers)
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- Part 1 of Blue lock | University
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