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    If You Love Me... by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    27 May 2025

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    If you love someone, you fight for them. Right?

    If you love someone, you let them go. Right?

    Stephen loses his memories and refuses to bring them back, Tony loses Stephen and doesn't know how to bring him back. There is no manual for this.

    Sometimes there are no right answers.

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    Transmutation of the Soul by for LiraBuswavi, Sarnai4

    Fandoms: DreamWorks Dragons (Cartoon), How to Train Your Dragon (Movies)  

    09 Aug 2025

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    Hiccup and Dagur have rejected adoption and fled back to their home island for isolation. But it seems that the outside world refuses to let them remain in isolation. Something lands on their island and something lives within the island itself.
    Can these boys learn to trust?
    Can minds be changed?
    Can souls be transmuted from that which they once were?

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      Transmutation of the Soul by HermesSerpent

      Ch 34

       

      Sigh I already know imma be heartbroken cus this fic is unfinished and it seems like it won't be updated if what the author said is true 💔

      Which sadge because this fic, this series, the concept is so cool and good and due to a certain someone (cough Vespera21 cough) I've come to really like the idea of Viggo and Ryker taking parental/older brothers roles in Hiccup's life. And here it's also with Dagur and it's just... Better? In their fics Oswald isn't shit so while the two are close friends/cousins, he remained in Berserker island
      Aight I'm done whining

       

      LOL
      Not them both secretly behind each other's backs befriends dragons rofl

       

      Nooooooooo not my heart breaking as we see the Grimborn pov 😭

       

      Gobber :) :(
      But... Is it wrong I kinda want Gobber to stay away? I love him don't get me wrong, but I feel like him being there would take Hiccup and therefore Dagur away from Viggo and Ryker
      I guess in a way I'm possessive too as in I want Hiccup and Dagur to be under Viggo and Ryker's care, not Gobber. I like him buttt I want them to be cared for by Viggo and Ryker
      - maybe it's okie. Seems like it's adoption squared. Dagur and Hiccup adopting one another. Viggo and Ryker attempting to adopt Dagur and Hiccup. Toothless adopting Hiccup. Gobber being adopted and adopting the Grimborn. And finally Toothless also slightly adopting Dagur who then also gets adopted by Haelan who also just slightly adopts Hiccup. Okay so maybe a lot of the dragons adopt them. And Toothless gets adopted by the other dragons too cus Hiccup and Dagur might be his hatchlings, but he's still a fledgling himself.
      So maybe it'll be fine (who am I kidding it ain't cus there's only 34 chapters < /3)

       

      nnooooooooo
      The first official meetup with them not knowing it's Hiccup and Dagur
      My heartttttt
      The meetings just get worse and worse 💔

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    Negligible Senescence by

    Fandom Lucifer (TV)

    09 Mar 2018

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    The signs of death are as followed:
    -Respiratory arrest (no breathing)
    -Cardiac arrest (no pulse)
    -Pallor mortis, paleness which happens in the 15–120 minutes after death
    -Livor mortis, a settling of the blood in the lower (dependent) portion of the body
    -Algor mortis, the reduction in body temperature following death. This is generally a steady decline until matching
    ambient temperature
    -Rigor mortis, the limbs of the corpse become stiff (Latin rigor) and difficult to move or manipulate
    -Decomposition, the reduction into simpler forms of matter, accompanied by a strong, unpleasant odor.

    And what comes after that? Well, come on and find out!

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    Eternal Flame by

    Fandoms: Lucifer (TV)  

    31 Oct 2024

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    Finally, he’s pulling up to the curb near the restaurant and movement catches his eye: the Detective. And she’s leaving.

    When Lucifer shows up late to his dinner with Chloe, his entire world shatters right before his eyes.

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      Eternal Flame by WordRunner

       

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      She did this. She took Chloe away from him. And she will pay. She will be punished.

      He doesn’t notice the manifestation of his Devil face, but he does see his mother’s reaction to it. Her eyes widen and her mouth falls open in horror. “Lucifer...”

      “You did this,” Lucifer breathes, his voice trembling with wrath. “You took her from me.”

      Mum lifts her hands, trying to soothe him. “Lucifer, I can explain.”
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      Shoving off of Amenadiel, Lucifer crosses the room, not to his mother, but to where he hid Azrael’s blade after Uriel. Stone explodes beneath his fist as he retrieves it. “How could you?” he half-sobs, half-growls. His cheeks feel wet and somewhere in the back of his mind, it surprises him; he didn’t know this form was capable of tears. “I loved her, Mum. How could you take her from me?”

      Vaguely, he sees some emotion that might be remorse flash through his mother’s eyes. But she's lied about everything else; if she truly loved him, she wouldn’t have hurt him like this. Hurt Chloe.

      No. She didn’t hurt Chloe. She killed Chloe.
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      One moment he’s watching detachedly as his fingers wrap around Azrael’s blade and the next, he has his mother pinned against the bookshelves, the edge of the blade at her throat. There’s a strange ringing in his ears growing louder and somewhere buried in that, a duo of voices—one pleading with him, the other shouting at him to stop. He ignores them both.

      Meeting Mum’s gaze, he can see the reflection of fire from his own eyes in hers and her fear—of him or for her life? It doesn’t matter. Her lips are moving, but he can’t make out what she's saying, he doesn’t care. The grief and the rage are fighting for dominance. He sees his hand tremble; he could end this...but then, what would be the point? Nothing he does, no amount of punishing his mother or anybody else is going to bring Chloe back.

      Another thought crosses his mind. Shoving himself back and releasing his mother, Lucifer studies the blade in his hands.
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      Looking down at his red, clawed, monstrous hands—first at the keychain, then at the blade—he knows what he needs to do and vaguely wonders why he didn’t consider it before. The only thing that will stop this agonizing pain. With detached interest, he watches the hand with Azrael’s blade lift, the tip turning towards his chest, his heart. It feels as if he’s watching it from the outside—an out of body experience. Huh. He didn’t know he could do that, either.

      “Lucifer, don’t—!”

      “Luci, stop—!”

      Voices start shouting again, begging him to not...do something. He doesn’t obey. He just wants it to be over. Not just this, with Chloe, but all of it. The excruciatingly long, miserable, hopeless life he’s led. It’s no less than he deserves—a monster and a brother killer. Someone who couldn’t even be there for the woman he loved.
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      This is all his fault. If he had been there for Chloe, he could have saved her. If he hadn’t been so bloody soft by allowing his mother to remain on Earth instead of returning her to Hell the way his father and Uriel insisted, Chloe would still be here. Instead, she’s gone. Her daughter will grow up without a mother; her friends will grieve and mourn her for the rest of their lives. The world is already dimmer, emptier without her light to brighten it.

      With one quick thrust into his heart, he could fade into the nothingness; the same place he sent Uriel. No more boring monotony. No more suffering. No more eternal punishment. His life improved significantly when he met the Detective. He found meaning and purpose and friendship. He found love. Without her, he just...he doesn’t see the point in being here anymore. And if he can’t have Chloe...well, there’s just no point in existing.
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      Chloe looks around and smiles when she sees him. There’s confusion in her eyes. “Lucifer? I don’t...I don’t understand. I was...” She shakes her head as her eyebrows furrow. “I thought I was with my dad.”

      A sob falls from his lips as he crosses the penthouse in a few long strides and wraps Chloe in his arms. He hears her quiet gasp, then she’s hugging him back. “You’re okay. You’re here,” he mutters over and over into her hair as tears fall from his eyes. This time, though, they’re tears of relief. Of joy. Finally, he understands the concept of happy tears.
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    Biblical Cycles by for Meilean

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    17 Apr 2024

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    A story of what-if? and Angel time-travel. After Mary's death at the hands of Azazel, John Winchester was an army corporal without an army. He found a group of like-minded hunters and, instead of going off on his own carting his boys behind, he used their team intelligence to strike their enemy hard. It only takes one night to eliminate Azazel and his family of demons.

    The promise he made to find Mary's killer was finally fulfilled. Unfortunately, a six-year-old Dean witnessed it all and not understanding, does what he's trained to do... he took Sammy outside as fast as he could and never looked back.

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      Biblical Cycles by Sensue

      Interesting fic. Won't comment much as there's a lot of words, but hmm Cas around when there's 6 & 2

      So not just canon changed, it's a different world. We get to see characters we know and love, but they play completely different roles in this world(Charlie, Benny, Garth, Lisa, Ruby etc). Sometimes the roles are close to canon

      OH
      It's only now that Dean called her Sheriff Mills it clicked that she's that Jody!
      Oh wow. Just. Wow. Huh, I usually like fics where she's somewhat of a mother figure to them (same way Ellen is sometimes, or Bobby as father figure) but her being their big sister is cool too.

       

      Crowley
      Owen
      Will Dean take a deal to save his nephew? Even unknowingly as he doesn't believe in the supernatural?
      Fuck...
      He took the deal..

       

      Dee.. going off the rails in a way

       

      I was wondering if Bobby was in the area considering it's the same town. He figured Dean made the deal easily. Contacted John.
      Slight canon changes, the special kids deathmatch still happens without Sam, the gate still opens.

       

      Sad mood™

       

      Jesus Christ
      My fucking heart man

      It fucking hurts to see their povs.

       

      Fascinating fic.

       

      Dean you screwed Sam making them think he helped John and Victor escape. Then Sam managed to screw things up even worse by being an idiot

       

      Fuck Zacharia. Fucking asshole. He did this on purpose.
      Imma mark this as BrokenDee

       

      Cas disobeyed. Revealed everything to Dean. Sent him to Crowley as he's interested in stopping the apocalypse.
      Lance of Michael involved, Dean needs to kill Lilith while Crowley keeps Sam safe and away so he can't kill Lilith.
      The other Angels killed Cas.

       

      John you fucking moron son of a bitch. You making Dean go to his parents and say goodbye got the Angels onto him. You KNOW his family is Christian. You KNOW Angels can hear prayers. HOW did you not put 2 and 2 together. (This is my assumption at least. Now I'm thinking differently).

      So. John set this up so he could take the Lance and kill Lilith. As him being part of the bloodline he thinks he'll be able to kill Lilith.
      Good job moron. You left your son open for grabs. Not only him, but his family. When you fucking know Dean will, and HAS broken for his family.
      Know it John. The world was stopped from doom, your son was saved from doom that YOU were the cause of, by Castiel. So go fucking fuck yourself.

      God John is such a fucking idiot. Yeah Dean might not be the most stable, but doing all this crap behind the scenes and also worsening Dean's mental state is not making things better.
      ...
      They all did this behind his back. Benny..
      And fuck you John. Your son isn't fucking weak. He was tortured in Hell for 30 years!

       

      ....
      Good job John. You gave Crowley the Key to the Bunker. You might not know it, but that's a massive fuck up.

       

      Ramiel.. dunno how I feel about this

       

      Eyerolls ofc John failed

       

      Good job Dee

       

      Sigh. Crowley

       

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      Dean had gotten used to Castiel popping by at random moments through the day to ask him ‘why’ people did this or that. On one memorable occasion, Castiel dropped into their home completely naked and covered in bees. His mama screamed and beat the angel with a broom in an attempt to get the bees out of her house. Papa just laughed uncontrollably until he hiccupped. Dean had to fight to keep his eyes from betraying him while trying to answer bee-related questions. Castiel had actually gotten upset with Maggie for endangering the tiny insects, lecturing her on the sanctity of His Father’s creations. She kicked him out of the house, screaming at him to come back without bees and with clothing. Dean had to convince Castiel to pick flowers for her to get her forgiveness, which led to even more questions, of course.
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      Snort

       

      Hmm, Cas going to have a female vessel now

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    Lost in Silhouette by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    07 Mar 2022

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    Everything inside was lost in silhouette.
    You’re lost in silhouette.

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    Post Flagstaff, Dean spirals. When Sam disappears again, he's sent over the edge.

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    His biggest mistake by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    11 Sep 2023

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    One day, Cas arrives home from work to find his husband, Dean, in bed with another man, enraged he kicks him out and files for divorce, he gets even angrier when Dean doesn’t fight him.
    Meanwhile, Dean is devastated, he committed a grave mistake and lost everything. It doesn’t matter that it hurts to breath, it doesn’t matter that he didn’t consent, it doesn’t matter that he said no. Everyone says he is a cheater, so he must be
    Dean goes on a spiral after that day, will anyone find out the truth? Will they save him on time?

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    Fearfully & Wonderfully Made by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    11 Aug 2024

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    Tony doesn't want to end the world, but Clint and Phil don't want to kill him.

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    Ready to lose (everything but you) by

    Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)  

    05 Sep 2018

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    You can dread it. Run from it. Destiny still arrives. Unfortunately for Thanos, so does Vengeance. The Avengers don't call themselves that for no reason after all and Thanos arrived and managed to piss off every single last one of them.

    And now that the war is over, the reality of what Stephen had done to ensure this outcome finally catches up to him. All he can do now is start picking up the pieces of what's left. Of the Time stone. Of the team. And of the man that will likely hate him for the rest of his life after he wakes up.

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    In Times of Crisis by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Doctor Strange (Movies)  

    20 Feb 2023

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    Tony had seen some weird things in his time. The flying, potentially sentient cape that was accosting him on his way home was just the latest in the list. What else is Tony supposed to do but help?

     

    5 Times that Tony Stark Carbonell Helps Stephen Strange, +1 Time that Stephen Strange Helps Tony Carbonell Stark

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    IronStrange Bingo - Memory Loss

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      In Times of Crisis by airas_story

      Not sure what tag would fit best, iron memories and brainwash iron refer to when it's on Tony's side. Hidden Iron feels wrong as well because it's not his identity being hidden, rather it's forcefully removed
      Best to go with Iron Curse

       
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      Perhaps there was something about him that screamed ‘will allow self to be kidnapped by strange, sentient capes’.
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      I feel like I read something really similar, but not this fic - or is it?.. feeling more and more like it is this - no, for sure no

       

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      "Tony Stark hadn’t existed in almost five years. Not since he’d fallen through the wormhole above New York to find that no one remembered him."
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      Stark Industries is known as Stane now. Tony made a new company to live, Carbonell Inc

       
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      But when he woke, all he ever had was the vague remnants of fear, with no idea what had caused it.
      He could only assume that whatever it was he was so afraid of was the same thing that had erased him completely from existence.
      Well, not completely. He had still lived, and everything he’d done had still been done, so far as he could tell.
      He could still see the ripple effects of his presence. Stane was still dead under ‘mysterious’ circumstances and ‘Stane’ Industries no longer sold weapons. Pepper was still CEO, though now of Stane Industries. Rhodey was still War Machine, but the world in general seemed to have glossed over explanation for how that had happened.
      The Iron Man pilot was an unnamed figure who had died taking a nuke away from New York and no one would listen, no one would believe him, when he said it was him, when he said he was Tony Stark.
      Or rather, the fact that he was Tony Stark hadn’t meant anything, because according to the world, Tony Stark didn’t exist.
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      As it was, he hadn’t been able to keep being Iron Man. Whatever magic had wiped him from people’s memories had had a side effect. The suit had hurt to be inside, like needles digging into his skin and ripping through his composure and concentration and leaving him gasping for breath between sobs.
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      Tony baby. My heart. So much self hatred

       

      Good Stephen;
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      Tony clenched his fist, taking a step back and striding away. “Why won’t you let this go?” he asked, frustrated, turning back to face Stephen. “It doesn’t effect you in the slightest. In fact, I can guarantee that you’d hate Tony Stark.” He put as much bitter relish into the words as he could, despite not feeling it in the slightest. “He was an egotistical bastard. A high-functioning alcoholic. A degenerate. A narcissist. A—“

      “Stop,” Stephen cut in, voice sharp. “Stop this ridiculous self-hatred you have going on. You may have disappeared from the eyes of the world, you may have changed your name, but you haven’t changed who you are.” Stephen moved towards him, eyes bright and piercing. “I don’t doubt that you have skeletons in your closet. I just don’t believe that they make you into the monster you seem so intent on seeing yourself as.”

      “If you knew—”

      “I’d want you anyways,” Stephen interrupted, steel lining his voice. “Because I know who you are, Tony. It doesn’t matter if you’re Tony Carbonell or Tony Stark, I know who you are.”

      “Then why does it matter?” Tony asked, voice plaintive. “If you want me as Tony Carbonell, why are you trying to make me be Tony Stark again?”

      Couldn’t he be good enough just as he existed now? Why did he need to become someone else?

      Strange’s hands came up, cupping his face gently. Stephen’s fingers trembled minutely against Tony’s skin, but it felt like love. “Because I can’t bear to see you hate yourself, Tony. I can’t bear to see you diminishing yourself.”
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      Chapters 5 & 6 hit harddd. Especially the scene with Pete regarding Iron Man

       

      Reread 2026;
      So like I'm not 100% sure but if I recall correctly this happens to Tony because of Thanos? And it feels like although it only vaguely loosely fits it, it does fit Thanos' Iron. So. Adding that tag

      Also hey! This is the fic I vaguely remembered with Tony covering Stephen's tracks to protect him from Shield. Didn't remember the context, very much makes sense here as I remembered the avengers not recognizing him, but didn't know if it was just a fic where Tony didn't join the avengers or he was hiding his identity or smth

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    You Can Leave Your Cape On by

    Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Iron Man (Comic), Batman: The Animated Series, Batman (Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    01 Jun 2014

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    He hasn't seen or heard from Bruce in six years and the asshole is just going to pretend like they have nothing to say to one another. Or maybe he honestly thinks that Tony can't tell, doesn't know who exactly is behind the mask, and isn't that just completely insulting? Tony may not be cognizant enough to put one foot in front of the other with any consistency but his mind, even strapped into the hell's amusement park whirly-gig of benzodiazepines, is coherent enough to do basic math.

    Tony will always know Bruce. That is the simplest equation in the world.

     

    Tony Stark is absolutely NOT Batman's Lois Lane.

    (Further details on the warnings in the notes.)

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      You Can Leave Your Cape On by kahn

       

      Series summary makes me smirk smh

       

      Attempted counts in my categorization as far as I remember, but anyways later on its implied that it was more than just attempted

       

      Brings up many feels™ in me
      (which is why I'm going to be sad when I reach the end because this is the only part in the series)

       

      The fic hurts (partly cus again I just know I'm going to be left hangingggg)

       

      Bruce.. I love you
      Oh Tony... my baby.. < / 3

       

      Fuck Howard but honestly somewhat bigger fuck Maria? Her completely neglecting and ignoring Tony is somewhat worse imo, at least rn. Might change later
      - tck. The one good-ish thing she did is how she handled Tony with Bruce's parents dying. The only good thing. She was at least good for him there.
      Gee Maria.. almost as if Tony is a fucking kid who doesn't understand and is grieving and is confused and is hurt and is lashing out.. fuck you. Couldn't even finish being good to him in this fuckfest.

       


      Sometimes, quiet and furtive in the middle of the night, Tony folds paper stars at his desk, on the side of the "lab" designated just for him, and wishes very hard that the Waynes will keep him forever.

      Pain
      My heart

       

      Our baby boy not giving up. Made the journey back to Gotham by himself at 8 y/o.

       

      Ah, things now do make more sense for me. Bruce starts his Batman training really really early, as from what I saw in canon Bruce only starts it when he becomes an adult/is young adult, after the asshole that killed his folks is set to be released. Tho that might be the Nolan or whatever canon, while this is based on three different Batman canon origins

       

      I am indeed incredibly sad this world was left off here, I want more < / 3

       

      The comments (outside of that one idiotic comment that isn't worth the light of day, tsk if you don't have something good to say, don't say anything hmpf)

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    The Gift of Life by

    Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    27 Aug 2023

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    Tony Stark was four when he built his first circuit board, and six when he built his first bike engine. He was called a prodigy, a genius, the model heir of Stark Industries.

    He was seven when he realized that his intelligence wasn’t the only thing that made him abnormal.

    His world was full of colors.

    (Where Tony is a mutant and there is nothing in the world he hates more than himself.)

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      The Gift of Life by nikivy

       

      It does kinda count as torture

      For being written in 20 minutes, this is fucking awesome. (It's awesome either way but the fact it was written in 20 minutes is impressive af)

       

      Ngl in general I have a love for Tony & Logan dynamic, whether it's a friendship, romantic or platonic. So long as it's in a good way, doesn't have to start off good or remain good (For example that fic where Logan had his feelings towards Tony muted) but still.
      So just to have it, because I do know I indeed love 'em, and I recall reading plenty of fics with the two years ago, tag to bunch 'em up
      ' Liked Logan '

       

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      Tony sees colors in people, in animals too. He can sense emotions from the colors. Auras? Souls?
      It appears like the color might be fixed for each person/animal? (Won't mention each color for each person, but gray fits Howard.) Regardless, his is a white mist and he's able to manipulate it in a way it touches others' colors and then the emotions are wayyy stronger
      After a year or so (was 7 when he realized it was unusual and others didn't see the colors he did) of messing with his own color and mutation in general, he notices plants have colors too
      This finding ended up with him accidentally reviving his mother's favorite house plant when it began to wilt. Again through manipulating his own color and the plant's and the two touching

      When he's 10 he ends up manipulating Howard's color (didn't mean to) when he was going to hit him, stopping Howard. Howard is unaware, and the next day the effect Tony had on his color (smoothing the sharp edges) is gone. Tony decides to use this ability as little as possible

      Tony's 12 when his range for seeing colors strengthens, can see the colors through walls. That's also when he finds out about how SI, Howard and Obadiah view mutants. It also when he figures out what he is. He does some digging and finds out about Howard's experimentation with mutants, children too.
      Tony freaks out, is scared to also become a test subject. Jarvis finds out when Tony accidentally blankets out the surrounding area with his pain and sorrow, a nearby flower wilting and Jarvis being able to feel Tony's despair
      Jarvis brings Tony to Charles so he can help, even if Tony can't go to school there. The colors of mutants are much brighter, in different shapes and locations in a way that somewhat gives him a hint about their abilities. He's also able to see, kinda, Charles color all over the place. I assume his range of telepathy
      Tony sort of shields his mind with his white mist, afraid the light gray (Charles) will attack him, and surrounds the shield around Jarvis as well. Tony managed to fully keep Charles out of his mind, though it was straining

      When he's 13, during his sixth kidnapping, out of pain and fear Tony uses his abilities on the messed up kidnappers. Makes them feel his pain and suffering and fear and despair and hate, both by them and due to Howard. He knocked the 6 men out with it
      Tony becomes terrified of what he can do

      After the kidnapping Tony doesn't use his abilities. Obviously the colors are a passive one, can't control it, but everything else? Tony won't outside of practice
      JARVIS has his own life force, he's alive
       
      After Afghanistan Tony invents something to mostly suppress his mutation. He can still see the colors, but that's it

      Glad to say fuck the Avengers

      Oh hey. This is that fic where Tony makes (villain, as there's some fics where he's not. Well not towards Tony) Magneto feel everything bad and just. Idk how to describe but I know what I mean, I remembered this scene but didn't know it was from this fic
       

       

      In short; sees colors that may or may not be the life force/souls of beings (people, animals plants). Can manipulate those colors, both for the better and worse. Can project his emotions. Can mentally shield himself and others. Can't heal but can rejuvenate, and plants may grow without him meaning to.
      As he learns in Afghanistan, he can tear away the Life of others, killing them.
      He can give life, change life, or take life.

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    Red, White,(Black) And Blue by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics)  

    19 Jul 2021

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    Steve takes it two steps too far in Siberia. Bruce is left to pick up the pieces and put his friend back together.

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    haunted by the ghost of you by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    18 Dec 2019

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    Garth unwittingly spread around some sensitive information about Dean concerning his relationship with a certain vampire. The hunting community at large finds these rumors about Dean disgusting and it all comes to a head at Asa Fox’s wake when someone confronts Dean.

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    give up what you love (before it does you in) by for transgenderisms101

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    19 Jan 2023

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    Taxi Driver au where Sam yanks Benny back to earth with him and Dean decides he can't handle Benny's death, that's it that's the fic

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    ex nunc. by

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    27 Oct 2015

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    Death: one of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. The beginning, and the end. Neutrality at its finest. And neither he nor God can remember anymore who was created first; neither care to.
    Death is a lonely creature by nature. His other Horsemen are there to help ease the weight of the cross he carries on his shoulder, but sometimes it isn’t enough.
    Sometimes, he thinks he’s beyond saving.
    OR:
    Where TFW (and Crowley) are the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

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    Of Whom We Were by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    15 Jun 2015

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    Benny Lafitte had accepted his fate after being sent to Purgatory for a second round. He knew he would never plant his boots on Earth again, and it was fine. He was fine. He’d rather focus on the present instead of the past as he tried to keep himself alive.

    But then Benny’s world lit up like a redneck’s Fourth of July, and he was mighty taken aback when a certain hunter appeared in front of him in a flurry of limbs, dirt, and freckles. Now all Benny could focus on was why Dean Winchester had come back, and why he was eight years old.

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      Of Whom We Were by staytrashy

       

      BrokenDee in different ways than usual, quite literally broken

       

      John's parenting was horrific, I'm with you Benny

       

      I've honestly been wanting to do this for ages but my ass has been lazy and it'll just cause more problems for me in the future. So...
      KidDee, stories in which Dean is under 16 for a decent amount of time. Deaged, kid fic, pre series whatever. Not just a mere moment or a short flashback. If it's a short fic, it should still be a decent bit.
      YoungDee, same as above but of Dean being 16+ (we'll go till 20~). Not to be confused with YoungerDee, completely different
      DeagedDee, Dean becoming a child for one reason or another. Curse, magic, idc. Does not include littles or adult baby stuff because uh yeah no. Once again, needs to be more than a swift moment in the fic.

       

      This is the fic with those weird.. creatures thingies. They're all girls I think if I remember correctly. Used to be human? Something about pain/heartbreak? Maybe regarding kids?

      We shall see, wanted to write what I recall before we learn more about them

      Borderwalkers, canine, avian and feline
      Oh right! The rock Benny was keeping for Dean, it must be obsidian :D
      Or first making it return to some humanity to kill it with a normal weapon

       

      The realization of the situation

       

      Fuck this fic is heartbreaking, because with all of Benny's words, I'm fairly sure if I remember correctly, Benny.. Benny doesn't get to leave Purgatory...
      I was right..... I think he leaves the obsidian rock for Dean...

       

      "
      “Why was Dean a little eight year old in Purgatory?”

      “Because that was the shape is soul manifested as,” Death seemed to be getting bored with all his questions.

      But still Benny pushed, “But why? Is it just because the small fraction of him the came down?”

      For a second the vampire could almost swear that the Horseman’s eyes had lost its solemn gleam. “No matter the amount that fell, his soul would have always manifested into a little boy.” He eyed Benny sharply. “One might say Dean Winchester, at soul, is still a confused little boy who craves stability.”
      "

       

      Bad sad hurt ending, not Denny, hurts the feels

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    Jackpot by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    28 May 2026

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    With a final creak, the car nose went down and he plummeted about 20 feet to the ground below.. He could only scream in agony as his leg was impaled further, as the roof of the car crunched under the force of the fall, his head cracked hard against the ceiling and the already enclosed space became as tight as a tomb.

    He was upside down, still buckled, there was blood dripping into his eyes from somewhere, probably his leg. There was a horrible pain in his back because he was bent at an odd angle. The seat had bent farther forward, pinning his chest against the steering wheel, he thought he could see a bone protruding from his right leg.

    Everything was oddly silent now, he couldn’t hear the rain, or the wind. There was no sound of thunder, no flashes of lightning. He thought he heard the faint sound of sirens but he was too sleepy to care. He felt like he couldn’t keep his eyes open.

    "Sam... I'm sorry..."

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    Poughkeepsie by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    04 Jun 2021

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    “Sammy,” says Dean again, urgency cracking his voice. “We gotta — we really gotta go. I need you to — just — remember Poughkeepsie? Drop everything, no questions asked, and run? This is a — a Poughkeepsie situation. Please, man, I need you.”

    Sam remembers Poughkeepsie.

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    As Long as There’s Christmas by for user18368

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    11 Jan 2013

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    Dean has always been the big brother, but now, maybe, it’s Sam’s turn.

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