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“Don’t go,” Ilya manages to choke out, burying his face under Shane’s chin and squeezing his eyes shut. He inhales sharply, pressing his nose deeper into Shane’s throat to breathe in his scent. Right now, it’s Ilya’s body soap, vanilla and spice, masked under salt and skin. He inhales it like it's his own personal supply of air, what he needs to extinguish the burning in his lungs.
“Ilya,” Shane says, voice urgent, “you’re shaking, I—your breathing’s too fast—” He tries to pull back, needs to see Ilya’s face, needs to see what’s wrong, but Ilya just shakes his head and clings tighter.
“Please don’t go, Shane,” Ilya whispers, pleading. I’m sorry, please don’t go, don’t go—
OR: ilya and shane accidentally recreate the tuna-melt day, and ilya realizes just how much old wounds hurt.
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The leaked Rozanov chat by WeirdV
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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Ilya kept the messages, he archived them and saved them to his drive - the old ones. And then he gets hacked and his messages with Jane - from the very beginning until that summer at the cottage - are suddenly out there for everyone to see.
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So when he typed out on his phone “we didn’t even kiss” with tears rolling down his cheeks, he just wanted to type it. He just wanted to feel it— to feel the pain he had inside of him. That maybe typing it would help let it out, he would type it and the feeling would go away.
And the stupid fucking elevator still wasn’t here, and he was forced to sit there and wallow in his sadness. He should’ve thought this through, his hands were still shaking and as he went to delete the text. His clumsy thumb accidentally hit the send button.
“Oh fuck.” That snapped Shane out of everything.
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What if Shane accidentally sent the "we didnt even kiss" text to Ilya?
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- Part 1 of we didn’t even kiss
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Whatever it takes by Ihaveaskedyouthrice for Compatible
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya screamed into his empty living room as his third call went through to voicemail. He paced the floor, fingers pulling at his hair as he tried to work out what the fuck he was supposed to do. His heart was pounding against his ribcage as though trying to break free and make its way to Shane. But Shane was in Montreal. Shane was in trouble in Montreal, and Ilya was in fucking Ottawa.
Or, what if Shane misinterpreted Ilya's offer for him to sleep with other people as Ilya wanting him to have more experience?
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Harris is unhappy with Shane's Instagram, and a quick perusal through Ilya's phone for photographs leaves Shane reeling. Is Ilya's mental health worse than Shane had known?
Aka Super Anxious/Regular Gay Shane Hollander snoops, then catastrophizes.
Come for the heartbreak, stay for the spice. Includes hot smut and happy ending. Also includes references to and spoilers for Play Hard, but could also be read alone. Spoilers for TLG.
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- Part 2 of The Hartzyverse