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    Hollander stepped closer to the windowsill. Between a pair of empty designer vases sat a cheap ceramic lucky cat, white, with one paw raised. Hollander brushed his thumb over a small chip in the glaze. Somehow, looking was never enough for him. Whenever he liked something – the picture in the living room, the leaf, now this cat – he reached out and touched. Ilya remembered how, the night of their first hook-up, Hollander had touched him first too: fingers curling around Ilya’s arm, as though physical contact were the only way to make sure he was real.

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    House fic! Ilya longs for a home house. (Un)fortunately, his hockey nemesis is a hopeless real estate and architecture nerd.

    A reimagining of the drought years (2011-13 - less of a drought in this version...) with heaps of yearning, some angst, Ilya driving fast cars, Shane drawing floor plans, the Hollanders, and cats. They take turns rescuing each other until they find their way home.

    Now complete!

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    “I’ll make you a deal then.” Shane arched an eyebrow, and Ilya continued, “If by my 23rd birthday, you are still a virgin, I’ll have sex with you.”

    Shane spluttered, swinging his feet out of Ilya’s lap as he sat up. He knew he must look insane, eyes wipe and mouth gaping, but Ilya could not have just said what Shane thought he said.

    “Are you insane?”

    “Well, yes, but that’s besides the point.” Shane couldn’t help his bark of laughter despite his heart still hammering a hole through his chest. “We trust each other. It gives you time to find your own experiences, but if not, well, you know I’ll take care of you.”

    “I–,” Shane started, not sure how to process this new information. That Ilya would even want to have sex with him. He needed to say no - fuck no - because then their relationship would change and Ilya was the one thing that had been constant for most of his life. He couldn’t possibly. He needed to say no, but instead he found himself saying, “Sure.”

    or; if shane is still virgin at 23, ilya will take his virginity. spoiler alert: he is

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    It’s September 1989, baby.

    Mike Wheeler and Will Byers finally leave Hawkins for NYU: Will for art, Mike for biology on a pre-med track he swears is a “compromise.”
    New York was supposed to be a fresh start. Instead it turns their “friends—no, thanks—best friends” truce into something impossible to ignore.

    Set during the AIDS crisis.
    Because you don’t get to be queer in New York in 1989 without it in the room.
    But they’re going to be okay. Promise.

     

    Comments are always appreciated!

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      Супер, вау! С первой же главы топ каждая строка! ❤️❤️❤️

      Майк в ужасе от тараканов и живности, Уилл в восторге от квартиры

      они нашли диван, который выглядел так, будто в нем побывало несколько поколений енотов, прежде чем на нем посидели люди. Его просто оставили в вестибюле их многоквартирного дома, словно сам город его отрыгнул.

      Майк с нарастающей тревогой посмотрел на улыбку Уилла и сказал:

      «Да ни за что на свете… Посмотрите на него». Он для пущей убедительности указал на диван обеими руками. «Он выглядит диким».

      «Нам нужен диван…» — предложил Уилл, мило моргая в сторону Майка, словно это могло заставить его быстрее согласиться.

      «Там точно были клопы, и, вероятно… сифилис», — парировал Майк, глядя на изгрызенные подушки и надеясь, что они не сдвинутся с места.

      «Майк, диваны обычно не являются переносчиками ЗППП, если только ты не сделаешь с ними что-нибудь ооочень странное», — фыркнул Уилл, лукаво подмигнув Майку.

      Майк почувствовал, как его щеки покраснели самым нелепым образом.

      «Хорошо, ладно», — неохотно согласился он, поскольку разговоры об осквернении дивана показались ему еще хуже. «Давайте хотя бы сначала разберемся, как это работает».

      «Отлично», — торжествующе усмехнулся Уилл, и Майк почти восхитился тем, как ему удалось добиться желаемого с помощью меткой шутки и улыбки.

      Каждый новый предмет интерьера создавал ощущение, что квартира — это не ошибка, а осознанное решение.

      А матрас остался прежним.

      Один. Всегда один.

      — Купим второй?
      — Да. Позже.
      — Позже.

      Молча легли, чтобы наутро опять проснуться в обнимку.

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    "Maybe you should stop resisting and just admit it already.”
    “Admit what?”
    “Admit how badly you’re drooling over the thought of my cock right now.”

    OR: Gojo Satoru is a basketball player at UTokyo known for both his popularity and absurdly wealthy family. Geto Suguru is an openly queer lover of punk subculture. Satoru's teammates never miss a chance to make fun of Suguru. What they don't know is that Satoru's getting fucked by Suguru on the down low.

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    Ilya has it all. Until it comes crashing down. After a terrible car accident that leaves him with a career ending injury, he finds himself trying to find light in the darkest place he's ever been.

    Until his physical therapist helps him heal in ways he never imagined.

    Shane is stuck. No, not stuck. Lost. And he's coming to the realization that in the midst of putting everyone else first, he's lost sight of who he really is.

    With the help of a darkened ex NHL player, maybe he can figure everything out. Maybe he can finally unleash a part of him that he didn't even realize was there.

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    When Hajime agreed to go through the security camera footage of the Jabberwock Island killing game for Future Foundation, he didn’t expect it to be a straightforward assignment. He’s a little sick of being right.

    (or, life on a tiny post-apocalyptic island commune is hard when the guy you’re sleeping with won’t tell you what he wants, and you aren’t quite sure what you want from him, either.)

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    He's sure that some complicated law of physics is in danger of being broken here. Something about two things being incapable of occupying the same space at the same time.

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    “Ah hey now… Aren’t you always asking me to tell you more stories?” Vash defends himself, and Wolfwood chokes on smoke during his inhale. Rude bastard, using his tactics against him. He doesn’t ask because he wants to be entertained damnit. Time to fluster him back then, Wolfwood concludes. He reaches behind himself and manages to shut the door, and the entire room goes silent as the sound from the downstairs casino gets muffled.

    “Other stories, Vash,” Wolfwood kicks his boot again, and Vash nudges back with a playful smile, head still tilted. He looks innocent, cheeks flushed... he smiles sweetly when he understands the kick is an inquiry for a different tale.

    “Like what?” Vash can indulge. Wolfwood is one of the few he bothers telling his past experiences to anyway. What could Wolfwood ask that he wouldn’t feel comfortable telling him at this point?

    “How was your first time?”
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    It’s a challenge, plain and simple. Muzan doesn’t like it. Even though he’s willingly taken a human like you to be his partner, the sheer amount of disrespect you show never ceases to irritate him. And yet... he can’t bring himself to kill you. Something about your attitude is entertaining. You’re not a threat to him, not in the slightest, and you show so little fear that he can’t help but be entertained by the bravery of one pitiful creature that’s you.

    Dealing with you is frustrating and amusing at once. You’re never outright rebellious, but the challenges you issue keep him entertained. And besides, destroying you, at this point, would amount to admitting defeat.

    What are you suggesting?” he questions with annoyance, unable to look away from the strange, appalling object held plainly in your hands.

    . . .

    Muzan gets pegged and hates (loves) every second of it.

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    Dad's disappeared and Sam's left to pick up the pieces of his broken brother. Post Devil's Trap AU.

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    Dottore has been training you to become a doctor when he walks in on you studying by performing a rather intimate exam on yourself. He decides to give you a lesson that you will never forget.

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    Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.

    Or, hopefully, her son.

    “Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”

    Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.

    (how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)

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    Pedri is a brat. Ferran loves it.

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    Drabble collection exploring kinks with Fedri :)

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    Henry knows Hans Capon in a bad mood when he sees one. What he doesn’t know is why Hans keeps watching him from across the room and butting in whenever anyone gets too close.

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    What happens when Luca decides to stay the night at Ilya's house?


    "So you've finally made your move," said Shane. He didn't sound mad at all, his gaze soft. Luca could swear that it almost looked fond.

    "Because you were taking too long, Ilya said, which got him a 'Fuck off' from Shane. "So I caught you a cute cat." Ilya grinned and petted Luca's head.

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    "Why is that?" Kieran asked, smiling.
    "I imagined you... reading that book..." Spelldon couldn't finish speaking when his boyfriend interrupted him.
    "Did you imagine me masturbating?" Valentine stammered.

    *

    Valentine has no way to get home, his driver is busy and he is too proud to take a taxi. What a relief to see that his boyfriend, Spelldon, was still in school, and better yet, he has a car.

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    Shanehollanderhockeyplayer wants to send you a message.

    The notification pops up on Ilya's phone while he's laying on his couch, scrolling TikTok. It’s an Instagram DM, and when he taps on it, he’s asked if he wants to block or accept the message. The thing is, Ilya receives plenty of DMs from randos daily. As an up and coming actor whose breakout role in a queer hockey romance swept the internet by storm, his DMs have been flooded lately. But this one stands out because of the hockey player part.

    A hockey player in his DMs is just too good. It specifically being Shane Hollander, Canada’s golden boy, makes it even more delicious.

    OR, Ilya stars in a gay hockey rom com. Hockey player Shane slides into his DMs.

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    "Seven years you've been fucking me," Shane pounds into him. "Seven years of being in control. And now look at you - face down, ass up, begging for cock like a bitch in heat."

    Shane wins the Stanley Cup. Ilya gets his hole stuffed full of Stanley Cup winning Hollander in the nastiest way.

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    When a potion goes wrong, Harry begins to hear the thoughts of everyone around him. In order to not go mad, he asks Snape to help him. Except Harry comes to the realisation that he doesn’t want to get rid of his ability, not when he has to save Severus Snape from himself.

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