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  1. 44

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    “Shane is playing the best season of his career in Boston. I’ve stepped away from hockey to focus on my therapy. We have a mare, a goat, a home, and on paper- everything should be perfect, yes? So why am I not okay?”

    or: A direct continuation of the first part “That’s My Line.”
    non-linear healing progress that moves forward, slips backward, and often feels chaotic and examines the tension between the desire to get better and the fear of falling apart.

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    What if George Russell drank way too much alcohol and passed out on some random guy's yacht after the disaster of the 2026 Monaco Grand Prix?

    Tune in to find out!

    (that random guy may or may not be Max Verstappen, who may or may not be incredibly down bad for George)

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    After spending an ample amount of time with her family in Mayfair, and beginning to fully process what has now become of her life after John's passing--Francesca decides to return to Scotland. She returns in hope to find peace and comfort in the place her and John grew to call home. Though peace is a thing easily interrupted by the right force...

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    In the middle of an ordinary, suffocatingly dull History of Magic lesson, something quietly devastating unravels. What starts as a familiar joke between James Potter and Sirius Black turns into a brutal wake-up call—one that exposes the fault lines in James’s relationship with Regulus Black. As laughter fades and truths surface, it becomes painfully clear that neglect, carelessness, and being taken for granted have been building for far longer than anyone admitted.

    By the time Regulus walks away, the damage isn’t sudden—it’s the inevitable result of everything James failed to notice, failed to understand, and failed to give. And for the first time, Regulus chooses himself.

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    Nicholas leans against the concrete wall by the station. He has to look up to meet Euijoo’s eyes, just a tiny lift of his chin. Euijoo keeps seeing the vague outlines of what Nicholas is thinking seconds before he even thinks it. In this industry—in this awful, vapid industry—it’s a virtue. Euijoo hasn’t spoken to someone this open, who makes him want to open up like this in years.

    “I guess I just keep wondering,” Nicholas says, shy and unflinching in equal measure, looking right at him. “Does anybody really know you?”

    Byun Euijoo is an actor with walls a mile high. Enter Wang Yixiang, his new stylist.

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    The library at the Cloud Recesses contains every book anyone could ever need, unless that person has anything resembling a libido. For all that the Lan Sect prizes education and encourages a strong sense of self, it seems to completely neglect any understanding of human sexuality. For Lan Wangji, who has spent about half of his life in love and never had any idea what to do about it, this lack has become unacceptable. With no other ideas of how to solve this problem, he reaches out to an old acquaintance for help, and gains all that he asked for as well as a strange new friendship.

    Or, a Repressed Gay calls up a Chaotic Bi to learn how to fuck his dead not-boyfriend.

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    But it wasn’t a monster that came out of the trees. It was a person. A boy.

    Mike froze.

    Then he was spotted, and the boy stopped in his tracks; with skillful movements, he quickly slung the rifle off his shoulder and pointed it at Mike’s chest. Mike raised his hands while trying to keep most of his weight on his left leg.

    “Whoa. Hey,” Mike said, his eyes wide as he stared at the tip of the rifle. “Just hold on. I’m not—I’m not going to hurt you.”

    Or: A crawl gone wrong left Mike stranded in the Upside Down. Hurt and alone, Mike stumbles upon someone everyone told him was dead.

    Will Byers was never found Au

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  8. 98

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    They exchange numbers at the very beginning. It makes them reckless.

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  9. 1

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    he wants to tell fuma that he’s okay - he’s a big boy, and being scared is for babies. but for some reason, he’s unable to puff out his chest and raise his chin high like he was always taught to do. instead, maki blinks and warm tears stream down his cheeks. he doesn’t even ask before he pushes fuma’s video game to the side and crawls into his lap.

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    it takes maki 20 years to remember his childhood, but it only takes a moment to forget where he is now.

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    Dick Grayson hugs the way most people breathe: easy and natural, like it's a necessary part of living.

    Tim's wrapped up in one now, his brother's arms all the way around his shoulders, tugging him in close.

    He's never told Dick that the first hug he can remember is that day at the circus, from a stranger who would in time be family. He's never told Dick that the next hug he remembers after that is nine years later, caught up in those same strong arms. He thinks he'd rather die than admit it.

    "You're not hurt?" Dick is saying. "Nothing cruel and unusual, right?"

    "She only let me have one cup of coffee a day," says Tim, very dry, and Dick makes a strange sort of a sound, almost a laugh, and tightens his hold so much it sweeps Tim right off his feet.

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    Alternative Relationship Reveals- All the different ways they didn't get found out

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    “If you don’t come here, I will come to you.”

    “Rozanov.”

    “I will drive,” Ilya tells him without sympathy. “Park illegally in my big muscle car. Everyone will notice. Lots of photos, probably.”

    Shane rubs his forehead. He gets to his feet and glances at his bag, still packed, on the hotel dresser.

    “I hate your car,” he says, at last.

    “Yes, I know,” Ilya says. It sounds like he’s smiling.

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    “So what’s up with- Dude, again?” Sam’s voice rings through the room incredulously.

    Dean grunts in response.

    “You can’t possibly still be tired. Like, I feel like this should be physically impossible.”

    “Tell that to my melatonin levels.”

    “How do you know what melatonin is?”

    Dean does his best to roll his eyes under the cover of his eyelids. “Jesus, Sam, I’m not an idiot. Will you shut up so I can sleep?”

    He hears Sam huff. “Ya know, if you wanted to nap, you could always use that thing you have called a bed.”

    “Not the same,” Dean grumbles. His body doesn’t get all loose when he’s laying in his bed watching horror movies. The synapses that slow their firing contentedly seem to be wired to that same invisible bodily response of the outside world, and apparently being in the openness of his family’s space turns his brain into mush. “Now unless someone’s dying, I’m beggin’ you to shut up.”

    or the one where the whole family is together, dean finds enough peace to take some naps, and he's not sure he'll ever figure out how to say those three big words to cas

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    Dennis Whitaker is almost done with his residency at PTMC. He’s matched, he’s on nights with Dr. Abbot, and he’s finally—supposedly—over his crush on Dr. Michael 'Robby' Robinavitch.

    Then Robby and Abbot get punished, shifts are swapped, and suddenly Dennis is back to work under his former mentor.

    Old feelings don’t stay buried for long. Especially when it turns out Robby isn’t nearly as unaffected as Dennis thought...

    ------------ROBBY POV------------

    Because that’s how Robby feels. Like Whitaker’s about to take his king.

    Fuck, take his bishop, he thinks, glancing in those blue eyes. My queen, my knights, all the king’s horses and all the king’s men, because nothing could put him back together again.

    ------------DENNIS POV------------

    Dennis might get reprimanded afterwards, but for now Robby knew when to pick his battles. So, Dennis ignores the small shiver traveling over his back at hearing those words and concentrates instead.

    “I’ll assist,” Robby says quietly, already reaching for the light. “Tell me what you need.”

    Dennis exhales, just a fraction. You, I just need you. “Retract. Steady.”

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    Reinhard hasn't been sleeping well lately. Felt prides herself on her adaptability, and has accepted her responsibility to take care of the weapon of mass destruction that pledged himself to her. She gets the job done. It's kinda nice.

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  16. 45

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    John yearns for something more in his life, but knows his father would never approve of his culinary aspirations. Arthur is at a roadblock, grappling with his past and trying to move on. When the two are bound together by an unsuspecting cookbook, John realises he could achieve his dreams - however, his father lurks not far behind, searching for him so they can leave this world. When John grows attached to the humans way of life, how could he ever part with it?

    Ratatouille (2007), but rewritten featuring John Doe and Arthur Lester from Malevolent. (And other side characters).

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    Venti giggles. It’s a dangerous sound—half sugar, half storm. “Flirting with a god, are we?”

    “Is it working?”

    “Oh, probably. I have terrible judgment.”

    Kaeya grins and leans in. “Tell me more about it.”

    Venti leans back in his chair, legs crossed and wild grass eyes wide with delight. “Are you trying to make Diluc jealous?”

    “Jealous?” Kaeya gasps, mock-offended. “Of me? Why would my dear brother be jealous just because I’m shamelessly flirting with his favorite boyfriend like it’s my full-time job?”

    “I’m not jealous,” Diluc grits.

    “You’re glaring at the wine rack like it personally betrayed you,” Kaeya notes.

    “I’m glaring at you.”

    Or, Kaeya decides to provoke a confession and Venti, traitorously, decides to help.

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  18. 86

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    “She said she wasn’t worried about us breaking up.”

    Oh. Well. That was pretty definitively a thing that people said about partners who were together romantically.

    “Say something,” Buck instructed.

    “What?”

    “Anything,” Buck said, his voice wavering on the word. Which was—it was weird, right? Why was Buck so shaken by a throwaway comment?

    Or maybe the better question was why wasn’t Eddie? If either of them was going to get freaked out by the assumption that he was dating a man, it would make more sense for it to be Eddie, who was straight, and not Buck, who had, in fact, already dated men.

    “Aren’t you going to be late for your shift?”

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    Buck and Eddie get shaken up by a comment from Theo’s social worker, and then by a magnitude 7 earthquake; it turns out, some disasters are better than others.

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  19. 16

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    A pub crawl turns into a hospital run when Alice Longbottom’s water breaks in the street, and Lily Potter follows her into labour before anyone can catch their breath. By morning, there are two newborn boys, a wrecked waiting room, a hospital ward full of exhausted friends, and one person holding the whole night together: Regulus Black.

    What starts as a crisis becomes something stranger and softer as the people around him begin to see the life Regulus has built beyond all of them — a wife, two daughters, a home, and a kind of devotion he’s never let anyone witness up close. Over one sleepless night under hospital lights, old tensions shift, secrets come loose, and the distance between brothers stops looking quite so absolute.

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    A response to Arkham goes a bit south. Jason just wants to go home.

    Basically, Jason is anxious and in pain and the Batfam is not being understanding of his want to get the hell out of there.

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