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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Papa V Perpetua/Reader

    You share an intimate moment with Perpetua just before his ascension ceremony, and it shapes your relationship to come.

    As Frater's assistant, you try to heal the twins' fractured relationship, while the Senior Clergy continue to manipulate behind the scenes.

    Even with the privilege of your position and all the secrets you had learned from Sister, you were unclear as to where Perpetua had been hidden as a Cardinal, or as a child. Gossip flitted through the offices and abbey about Poland and Romania, while others whispered about him being plucked directly from Hell. Only the College of Cardinals knew, and you wouldn’t trust them to tell the Clergy the truth about the weather.

    Slow burn, romance, mature/explicit

    **Chapters 1-5 - minor revisions 12/12/25 (mainly the end of chapter 4/beginning of chapter 5)**

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Sweetie V

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Perpetua finds himself in a small town that refuses to let him leave. Nylund’s deeply religious leaders are friendly, hospitable, generous, and also armed. He cannot contact his brothers, the Ministry, or anyone else to help him. He doesn’t quite know what the town has planned for him, but it’s not looking good.

    Jack is a closeted trans man who has always lived in Nylund. He doesn’t believe the rumors that the man they’re holding is a demon. But what can he do? His husband and the others holding the man captive won’t listen to him. Then again, they never do.

    Perpetua/OC story about loneliness, alienation, feeling trapped, and finding someone who sees the real you.

    (Book 4 of Life After Life)

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Emeritus Shenanigans!

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    It will become for us our spiritual bond.

    After being assigned to shadow Papa Emeritus the First for a work-study arrangement in the abbey’s greenhouse, Theo learns that there is much more to the art of gardening than meets the eye. While planting seeds of purpose, the roots she puts down intertwine with his own more closely than she ever could have imagined.

    (currently on a small hiatus due to life circumstances. hoping to continue posting again in 2027. thank you for all your patience and love!)

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Primo in a greenhouse with moonflowers (Cause of my death)

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Perpetua has known for decades that his twin brother is a sentimental dork. After showing up with a new 'companion feeder' (because that's what they're calling pets these days), Copia has been fangs-over-heels for her in the most sickeningly obvious way. Good thing Perpetua has never had any desire to have a pet. Lets just cross our fingers and hope that the Human Distribution System doesn't have a wild sense of humor, shall we?

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    01 Dec 2025

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    Oh Gattina

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    It’s increasingly clear that Copia is not needed as Frater Imperator. The Psaltarians and the clergy have the whole thing running smoothly, and he is left haunting the Ministry like the ghosts only he can see. He hasn’t even met his brother yet and he begins to think he never will.

    So in the middle of the night, he leaves. He tries to live a normal life, the kind he never had raised in the Ministry. He's good at his new job, and maybe, just maybe, he can figure out what it's like to create his own future.

    But his peace is interrupted when he finds that his reclusive neighbor is extremely haunted--by their past but, more pressingly, by very loud, very angry, very literal ghosts that don't much like Copia, either. And while he's trying to deal with that, his brother shows up looking for him...

    (Slow burn, Copia/nonbinary OC, horror elements.)

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    24 Oct 2025

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    Having fun with it.

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    Grisly murders lead an aloof forensic pathologist to the strange company of a certain Cardinal Copia. Chaos, friendship, and carnal lust ensue. Can they collaborate to stop the slaughter, or are dark forces at work? More importantly, they spiral into true horror along the way (i.e. attachment). Love is not salvation. Some demons must be exorcised, while others are faced.

    ~ “When you were younger…did you tempt the Dark One?”

    “What?” you hissed.

    He huffed in exasperation. “You know what I mean. Did you tempt Him? A ritual, a sacrifice, anything out of the ordinary?” ~

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    21 Sep 2025

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    No sleep. Only feels.

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    After a long year away from society mourning his father's passing, Duke Ben Solo-Organa returns to the bustling Ton of Coruscant and the gossip tantalizing the masses (a.k.a. Viscount Poe Dameron): Lord Unkar Plutt has presented an unknown omega to the Queen and she is none other than the descendant of the much feared Palpatines. But Ben, a self-proclaimed "bad alpha", has no care or interest in omegas.

    Until, that is, he meets this omega. An omega who confuses and frustrates him, who causes him to forget his senses and his words—who is in danger and in desperate need of rescue. And, of course, who he cannot seem to stay away from.

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    12 May 2025

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    Duke Benny

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    Kylo Ren has long since grown weary of space, of his duties, and of the extraordinarily irritating General Hux. All he needs is to be on solid ground for a few precious hours, preferably away from his generals and anyone else whose face he has seen repeatedly for the last six months, and then he could resume the hunt for his uncle without going stark-raving mad. He decides he needs a port-call and that means that the stormtroopers are allowed one, too, although Kylo can hardly imagine they would manage to scrounge up any entertainment in the barren sands of Jakku.

     

    Or; Kylo Ren discovers Rey before the Resistance does and the Force brings them together.

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    03 Apr 2025

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    So much better. Healing like bacta.

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    Ben Solo finds himself wandering the galaxy without purpose, his exile self-imposed. His family is on one side, Snoke is on the other and loneliness is everywhere in between until an empty fuel tank drags him out to Jakku.

     

    (A canon divergent Jakku meet-cute ft. The Lonely Boi and The Snappy Scavenger)

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    24 Nov 2024

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    A new type of good boi sweater

  10. Public Bookmark 87

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    “You'd said you owed me a debt,” Rey echoes. The temperament she sensed of this man was... odd, to say the least. She did not perceive any ill intent. There was no perverse leer, no sadistic aura. But he was dangerous. He was unquestionably, mighty dangerous, and she could feel it in her marrow like a rabbit staring at a wolf.

    But he wasn’t trying to hurt her.

    She’d done more foolish things, she’s sure.

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    19 Aug 2024

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    Yeehaw

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    Miss Niima—

    I am not at your disposal to command, and neither are my servants. None of my household, in fact, is subject to any whim of yours. I consider our communication at an end.

    Mr. Benjamin Solo

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    After leaving her position as Mrs. Letitia Solo’s secretary, Miss Rebecca Niima finds herself involved in an unexpected correspondence.

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    21 Jun 2024

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    Most ardently

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    Five years after Rey graduated from college, she's living the millennial dream: stressed, depressed, and working for a soulless social media tech giant. When she finally decides to throw away her dreams for good, a treasure from her past accidentally summons something she never expected: a monstrous demon straight from Hell.

    A demon who might just be her salvation.

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    “I don’t want my soul to have a landlord!” Rey sobbed, tears beginning to fall in earnest now. “I wanted to do what I wanted with it! It was mine! It belonged to me! I wanted to give it to whoever I wanted to have it, not for it to be subject to eminent domain!”

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    A Reylo divine rom-comedy, a.k.a: the modern/demon/office/literary/historical AU slow burn epic mishmash fic of my dreams. Come for the genre-bending and humor, stay for the philosophizing, non-standard demon lore, and eventual [ready-or-knot] monsterfucking. I don’t know, I don’t make the rules of demon anatomy.

    (Except when I do.)

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    VOLUME I: DESIRE (Chapters 1-22)
    VOLUME II: ECSTASY (Chapters 23-47)
    VOLUME III: ???

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    28 Mar 2024

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    Rey is apprentice to the strictly celibate, emotionally disciplined, old school wizard Luke. While attending a midsummer festival with him, she meets a mysterious sorcerer named Kylo who offers to show her the true power that she has inside her through the rituals of sex magic.

    Based on a #ReyloPrompt.

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    25 Mar 2024

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    Solarpunk

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    “The Resistance would never trust you enough to agree to negotiations,” she told him after a few minutes.

    “It is fortunate, then, that I have no intention of negotiating with anyone. I will graciously offer up their General, and the Resistance will return my wife in exchange. There are no other options.”

    Well, he could also kill them all and take his wife from the top of a hill of corpses…but that hardly needed being said. Besides, he was fairly certain that option wouldn’t endear him to his runaway bride. For this to be clean, he needed a fair exchange to occur.

    He could see her starting to panic, her eyes darting around the corners of the small, stark room as she searched for an answer. She knew as well as Kylo did that the Resistance would do a lot to get Leia Organa back. Even sacrifice one of their own.

    “Who…?” she asked at last, “Who is your wife?”

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    14 Mar 2024

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    Great characters. ❤️

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    Hermione straddles the Muggle and Magical worlds as a medical researcher and Healer about to make a big discovery. Draco is an Auror assigned to protect her from forces unknown – to both of their displeasure.

    Features hyper-competent, fiery Hermione and lazy, yet dangerous, Draco. Slow burn.

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    05 Feb 2024

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    Healer hermione

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    “This string. Don’t you feel it?” Ben brings his fist up to press against the side of his head, like he’s holding his skull together. “Ever since that day, ever since you reached into my head, there’s been this thread connecting us. I hear the music playing in your headphones. I feel your presence in the city. I dream your dreams.”

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    Since Rey was a child, she has known how to read and influence other people’s thoughts—but not how to stop.

    When she exerts her control upon unsuspecting museum go-ers to relieve them of their spare cash, she ends up trying to pick the wrong man’s pocket.

    She can’t influence his mind.

    And he can’t influence hers.

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    28 Nov 2023

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    The force in New York. ❤️

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    Rey is a barista who never forgets a face.
    One day, a man walks into her café refusing to show his.

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    [The scar] crept up from under his collar along his neck, and her eyes traced the length of it. The part that disappeared under the thick, dark waves covering his right eye was still stitched closed with fresh black sutures twisting deep into his skin. He must have been split open to the bone.

    Whatever happened had hurt, in more ways than one, and that hurt was reflected now in the way his lovely mouth dropped open in fear and how horror darkened the one eye fixated on Rey’s face.

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    A Reylo coffeehouse AU where a very sweet, very shy, but very physically and emotionally broken artist Ben meets a sunshiny but lonely barista/college student Rey - and they help heal one another.

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    07 Nov 2023

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    Thank you for the great story ❤️

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    “Because you’re sitting there all comfy, not looking at all bridal-” 

    “I’ll just fetch the veil out of my backpack, shall I?” 

    “-when you could be, you know, making a move on that fine-ass tree.” 

    In which camping comes with unexpected consequences.

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    15 Jun 2021

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    lachesisgrimm, you are amazing.

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    Rey certainly never expected to become the sole inheritor of her caretaker's farm and lands, but then the Reverend Luke Skywalker was always known as something of an eccentric. After a life of belonging nowhere, and of being a nobody, it is a welcomed change.

    The sudden reappearance of Luke's purportedly long-dead nephew is a slightly less gladdening development, by comparison, but Rey could at least use an extra pair of hands for the winter.

    As for the rest of the man, she will have to find out.

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    11 Jun 2021

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    ❤️

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    The year is 1994. The Iron Curtain has come down, the oligarchs have begun their rise to power, and Kyril Ren, a powerful member of the infamous crime syndicate Solntsevskaya Bratva, has been given a job: hunt down an estranged uncle who has been snitching to the FBI.

    Irena, nicknamed Rey by her adoptive father Luke, is a Krav Maga instructor in New York who has finally been able to obtain her original birth certificate from Russia. Turns out she was born in a little village named Vershinino, but if she wants to know more than that… she’s going to have to go there herself.

     

    TL;DR: What up here's a Russian Mafia AU.

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    06 Jun 2021

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    Thrilling and real.

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