AwkwardProfessor
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Save a Horse, Ride a Bull? by AwkwardProfessor
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jun 2026
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After some flirtatious sexting and a solid win, Shane is feeling pretty good and lets himself get dragged out to a bar with the boys. When a chance to show off his skills comes along, he's in just the right headspace to take advantage of it.
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Mutual System Maintenance by AwkwardProfessor
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
01 Jan 2026
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ART and MB take rough housing a bit far on a cargo trip
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Lost in a dark and powerless station, Murderbot finds it way home.
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Meet Me on The Station by AwkwardProfessor
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
30 Dec 2025
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Tapan was always excited on new jobs. This one brought them to UplandGateway One where they would be updating their strange synthetic tech. As she explores the station, she runs into MB.
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During the stressful evacuation of an abandoned colony, one colonist refuses to leave their cat behind.
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June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.
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01 Jul 2026
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“Be careful,” Shane frets, one hand hovering over Ilya’s shoulder. “It’s icy, and I don’t want to be a widower.”
“Oh, we’d have to be much higher than this for the fall to kill me,” Ilya says, gaze still fixed on the cool black skyline. “At least seven stories.”
It’s not until much later, as the waitress is clearing the dishes from dinner, that Yuna finds herself wondering why Ilya knows exactly how high a fall needs to be in order to kill him.
Or: Yuna learns about Ilya's past bit by bit over the years.
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- Part 7 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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01 Jul 2026
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On June 24th, 2022, during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals, Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the thigh and bleeds out on the ice.
The next morning, Shane wakes up in his husband's arms. It's June 24th again, and Ilya is still alive.
Now Shane just needs to figure out how to keep him that way.
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Or: Shane gets stuck in a time loop.
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- Part 15 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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Bookmarked by AwkwardProfessor
30 Jun 2026
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“Do you have any tattoos?” he asks; Rose has good taste, maybe she knows an artist-
“See, this is why I know you’re gay. We’ve literally been naked together Shane, and you can’t even remember the tattoo I have on my hip?” she sounds exasperated, but Shane, after a hurried moment recalling, frowns.
“You don’t have a tattoo on your hip.” he argues.
Rose laughs.
“Yeah, but you had to really think about it, didn’t you?” She teases. “How many tattoos does your lover boy have?”
“Just the one, on his chest. I don’t think he likes it though.” Shane answers immediately, before realizing that he’s proven Rose’s point.
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30 Jun 2026
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nothing makes me feel as good by bitterbloodyorange
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.
Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.
Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.
or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.
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30 Jun 2026