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As Long as I Can Travel this World with You by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
26 Jun 2026
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Over two years after being released from prison, Style’s insistent words about not rushing to the altar are echoing through Fadel’s brain. He's tired of feeling like he's failing Jay, who sends him curious and expectant glances when Style isn't looking. Fadel also feels confused whenever Style buys him expensive presents or talks about buying a house together, but still puts off the marriage conversation. It's one Fadel accepted putting off before. It used to feel like a daunting thing to talk about, despite genuinely wanting that future with Style one day. Now, Fadel tries to find ways of bringing it up nervously and hopefully, only for Style to successfully redirect the conversation.
When he has a drunken bonding night with his brother to talk (and maybe cry) about it, Bison just says, “Don't worry. Marriage isn't everything.”
He needs to find a way to have a productive conversation about it with Style. If he can find a way to do that and know where Style truly stands, then maybe - just maybe - he will be able to ask the love of his life the question that has been gradually traveling to the front of his mind for years.
Or…
Fadel wants to get engaged. Style has other plans.
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Wherever We Go by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
27 Feb 2026
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Ben’s roommate brings two girls back to their dorm and asks—last minute—if Ben can sleep somewhere else.
Ben’s stuck. It’s late. Babe, a quiet classmate from acting class, offers a place to stay. They’ve been working on a partner assignment that requires asking each other personal questions to build original characters. It makes more sense to just stay where he is, rather than go sleep in the student union.
The overnight stay isn’t supposed to mean anything. But something shifts.
But more sleepovers follow, and so does a New Year’s Eve trip that feels like the most special trip either of them have ever taken. Then a play that puts them in each other’s space every day, and the physical closeness doesn’t stop when the play ends.
When Ben leaves for New York in July, they start writing through an app meant for couples. The messages turn long and honest, and it becomes the best part of both their summers. As for Babe’s 21st birthday, it seems like it will pass quietly—until flowers, a cake, and a spa package show up, all arranged by Ben from across the world.
When they study abroad and live together in London, it should be a fresh start. Instead, an unspoken question continues to hang between them.
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Emergence by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
21 Apr 2025
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After Fadel and Style arrive at the island home, Bison is left wondering where to go from here. He doesn't know how to tackle Style brainwashing Fadel. That's the only explanation for Fadel refusing to kill Style, as well as declaring he is in love with him and will never kill anyone again.
As for Kant, Bison is trying his best to give him space. He knows he caused him a lot of pain and traumatized him. It's just hard when Kant is extending olive branches left and right.
But what does Kant expect when he betrayed Bison the way that he did? Why is Style launching himself across the table to tackle him in defense of his friend when he knows what Kant did too? Why is any of this happening at all?
Regardless, Bison apparently has no choice but to get over it. Fadel has made it clear that Style is off limits. Bison knows in his heart that he will never kill Kant, and Style may actually try to kill him if he would ever attempt to do so again.
That isn't to say Style hates Bison. Bison is surprised that he doesn't. If anything, Style wants to get to know him. That's strange enough.
Style making it clear he wants to work with Bison to clear their names and incriminate Captain Christ is even stranger.
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- Part 3 of From the Dark Depths
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Through the Deep Waters by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
17 Jan 2025
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Bison fully intended on killing Kant. He still plans to. He won't put that on Fadel, and he definitely won't give the job to Mother. It has to be him or Kant himself. When he throws the necklace out into the ocean and tells his tied up boyfriend to get it, he is actually hoping Kant will decide to jump in, drown, and save Bison from pulling the trigger.
He just wasn't expecting Kant to actually do it. Now, he has a traumatized, snitch of a boyfriend he just resuscitated and has no idea what to do with.
He just needs a day. Or two. Bison will get the job done, even if it kills him as well.
Companion piece/Sequel to At Least We're Not on this Dark Road Alone
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- Part 2 of From the Dark Depths
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At Least We're Not on this Dark Road Alone by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
13 Jan 2025
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It takes Style less than 24 minutes to get over the fear of his boyfriend planning to kill him, opting to love Fadel through it all and pledge his loyalty to him regardless of the outcome.
As for Fadel, it takes less than 24 hours for his plans to be completely derailed. But with Style being Style, he should have taken that possibility into consideration.
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- Part 1 of From the Dark Depths
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Gossip After Death (Or How to Stay Entertained as a Ghost) by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
10 Jan 2025
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When Porsche goes out shopping on his own, he expects his day to be routine. Get a few outfits, maybe some gifts for the people he loves, and then go back home to seduce Kinn into a night out or a night in. But when he finds himself in a dingy basement next to his lifeless body and a woman who is clearly at fault but he can't make any physical contact with, he figures he is having one elaborate dream. Even when he gets back to the compound, he hopes to turn this rare lucid dream into a sex dream.
But Kinn can't see him. In fact, no one can. It isn't until he runs into two men who have been long dead and buried that he is finally acknowledged and informed that he must be dead too
Chay is going to be heartbroken. As for Kinn, he's going to burn the world down once he finds out about this. While Porsche is desperate to reach out and comfort them both, their reactions are somewhat flattering. He knows he shouldn't think that, but Kinn bringing in people to torture just to gain more information about Porsche's whereabouts is strangely hot to watch. With no one able to see him except for other ghosts, Porsche feels like he shouldn't be judged for seeking out strange forms of entertainment.
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After a day of feeling pure melancholy, Tankhun decides to slowly decrease the medications he has been on for years. Believe it or not, he has valid reasons. His reasons to keep this decision quiet from everyone are even more valid. He just wants to know who he is, despite the risks. If one of those risks becomes a reality, he knows he just needs to say one word and the people he does trust will help him. With Arm, he often doesn't have to say anything at all.
But against the odds, Tankhun feels fantastic. As he slowly decreases his dosages, he notices he isn't as easily distracted. He somehow feels calmer but still has energy, and he does not have one suicidal thought cross his mind. He is actually developing goals for himself, arguably respectable goals that he now believes he can obtain. He has moments where he feels sadness, but it almost feels cathartic. Healthy, even.
He has only had one side effect: persistent and repetitive sexual arousal all throughout the day accompanied by the most vivid dreams at night.
Suddenly, saying one word for help seems incredibly daunting, especially when the dreams revolve around the person who helps him the most.
He will need to handle this in a different way.
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The Non-Newtonian Newborn (Or How Kim Theerapanyakul Became a Virgin Father and Got the Guy of his Dreams) by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
26 Dec 2024
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Kim’s fans can be a little…intense. Ever since Why Don't You Stay was released, Kim's fame has continued to rise, but so have the inappropriate comments and flirtations, number of stalkers, and the number of strange gifts. None of those things matter when Chay has yet to say more than a few words to him.
He's so pathetic. He doesn't know why people leave him gifts in front of his apartment building. But none of those compare to the confusion he feels when he finds a newborn baby outside his front door. It's the strangest “gift” he has ever received and it's one he has to contact the police over.
Again.
And again.
When the baby appears at the foot of his bed out of thin air, Kim figures he may need help that no cop can offer. But until he can find the kind of help he needs to get this baby out of his life, he is moving back to the compound for the first time in years. He hates the thought of it, but he's not staying in his apartment with a cursed baby. At least he will have other people who can care for this thing so he doesn't have to.
As for Chay's presence? It's a big building. Maybe Kim can avoid him.
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For the past two years, Chan's relationship with Big has been profound, undefined, and the most frustrating part of Chan’s life. What they have is more than a friendship. But due to their difference in rank, Chan doubts it can become more.
It especially can't after he is expected to leave for London to care for his terminally ill father. If their expectations didn't prevent a relationship while living under the same roof in Bangkok, then being in separate countries where one of them isn't allowed regular access to a phone will likely put a stop to what has been happening.
Yet before Chan leaves, their intimacy becomes more explicitly romantic. There is no question about what they feel for each other, even if their relationship is undefined. Once Big surprisingly gets access to his phone and nightly calls develop, Chan knows he’d like to define it. He knows he wants Big to be his person and promises to address the matter with Korn when he returns. In exchange, Big promises to join him in London for the funeral to be there for him.
But it's hard to keep any of those promises when Big disappears after a mission gone wrong, leaving Chan with no choice but to deconstruct his own life until he finds him.
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When Porsche had gone to his distant and goaless brother with an offer to train him in hand-to-hand combat and marksmenship at the compound, he probably didn't think Chay would take it so seriously. But as Chay climbs up the ranks and feels confident in his body (yet not in his mind), he becomes obsessed with achieving number one across the board.
And if the only reason he has is that becoming number one means beating Kim, then that is Chay's business.
It's only when Chay has to put those skills to use to save Kim that he rethinks his priorities.
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A Familiar Road to the Unknown by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
18 Oct 2024
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When Big takes those bullets for Porsche in the warehouse, he fully accepts sacrificing his life. While Big's feelings for Porsche are lukewarm at best, he makes the decision to save his life knowingly. He is okay with dying if it means Kinn can finally be happy with someone he loves.
Even if that person isn't Big. But it was never going to be Big. Big knows that now.
He just doesn't know how he survived. He also doesn't know why he is starting to feel like his love for Kinn seems as if it is fading, all while a strange friendship develops in its place. What's even more strange is the flutter in his chest whenever Chan comes to the infirmary to care for him, which is every single night. The time spent with Chan shows Big a different side to him, one that is softer and more skeptical towards the job they have signed their entire selves to. But with the crippling freedom Big's injuries have now given him, he finally has the time to focus on what he actually wants.
He just needs to figure out what that is first.
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- Part 1 of Familiar & Unknown
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I Do (Not Understand What's Going On) by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
21 Dec 2023
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When Kinn wakes up to the news that his father is dead, he focuses on the tasks at hand:
1. Plan the funeral.
2. Settle all estate matters.
3. Avoid his complicated grief, as well as seeing Pa's body.
4. Tend to Khun's grief, since Kim claims to not have any. Plus, focusing on Khun's mental health means not focusing on what's happening in his own head.
The problem is, his older brother seems FINE. He cried upon finding out about Pa and at the funeral, but he's doing better than Kinn has ever seen him. It makes Kinn more concerned, and that tells him the inevitable breaking point will be bad. He needs to be prepared for whatever comes.
But nothing could have prepared him to receive an invitation to Arm's and Tankhun's wedding.
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The last few months have been hard on Chay. He had gotten kidnapped, found out his brother was a mafia bodyguard, found out the guy he was in love with was using him to gain information, and discovered that his mother has been alive this whole time. So when Porsche gives him the okay to go home for a week to take a break from everything, he doesn't expect his brother to send Kim to stay with him too. KIM. If only his brother knew. Part of Chay wants to tell him that Kim broke his heart, even though the idea of his brother hating Kim doesn't sit right with him, despite everything. But Chay just needs to get through the rest of the week. Maybe if he ignores Kim enough, his ex...whatever he is...will take a hint.
Or maybe they won't even make it through the first night before they get drugged, thrown in the back of a van, and handcuffed together. But even though getting kidnapped again wasn't on Chay's list of things to do, it is nothing compared to what happens after.
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Vegas meets Pete nine days before his seventeenth birthday. Coincidentally, it is also nine days before Pete's nineteenth birthday. It's a coincidence that he doesn't see any importance in, but makes Pete smile. And Pete's smile is nice. It's bright like the sun shining down on them as they sit by the fountain.
Set in the same universe as 5, 3, 1 and On and Giant Dancing Hedgehogs are Nightmare Fuel. Can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 3 of Masks
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After the coup, Arm and Tankhun gradually become something different.
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“Khun Nu doesn’t get therapy. He isn’t in his right mind and used to be the heir until he was seventeen, so he knows things. He can’t be trusted not to say them. That’s why Khun Korn set up this training. It’s a compromise and having his guards trained in therapeutic crisis intervention has made the use of sedatives much less frequent.”
Looking back, that had set the tone of bitterness Arm secretly felt for years when it came to Khun Korn.
Prequel to Giant Dancing Hedgehogs are Nightmare Fuel. Can be read as a stand alone.
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- Part 2 of Masks
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Sex and Shenanigans on a Super Yacht by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
17 Jul 2023
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Spending twenty-four hours on a boat with their loved ones can lead to some interesting ways to pass the time until they arrive at their vacation destination. While Porsche wants to find the perfect cocktail for every person on board, Pete wants to show Vegas how much he loves him while they act out Titanic. And while Kim wants to sneak away with Chay to their suite, Chay wants to know what Kim's admission of being submissive exactly entails.
An odd interlude that will likely be 2 chapters. Takes place between chapter 25 and chapter 26 of The Weighted Blanket Ad No One Expected (But Everyone Deserves).
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- Part 6 of Masks
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If We Can't Celebrate, Can I Just Lie Here With You? by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
14 Jul 2023
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You're Invited…
Event: Tankhun Theerapanyakul's 30th Birthday Extravaganza
Theme: Roaring 20s
Place: Hum Bar
Date: November 25th, 2022
It's an event that Kim would usually skip despite loving his oldest brother dearly. But when Chay accepts the invite in the group chat that Tankhun sets up, Kim goes out, gets fitted for a three piece suit, and buys a stupidly expensive gold pocket watch. He hasn't seen Chay in months. He won't talk with Kim on the phone or through text due to blocking him since everything went down with Tawan. The only reason Kim got his response is because Chay got a new phone and a new number, probably to go with his new life.
But if Chay can see him - in person - and Kim can tell him how sorry he is, maybe he will consider changing his mind.
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Kim goes to Tankhun's 30th birthday party and it doesn't go as planned.
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Once Vegas is dragged back home after graduating college, he has to deal with his brother and father tiptoeing around him as he tries to find his purpose again.
But first, he has to figure out how to exist in Pete's orbit.
Fuck Pete.
Or...
A one-shot focusing on Vegas's first two weeks back in Thailand. Set 4 years after the beginning of Before We Forget, and 3 years before canon and Giant Dancing Hedgehogs Are Nightmare Fuel.
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- Part 5 of Masks
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The Weighted Blanket Ad No One Expected (But Everyone Deserves) by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
01 Jul 2023
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While Pete hadn't expected a normal life when he left his job to follow Vegas, he had expected something quieter than Vegas needing a lengthy hospital stay, finding out Gun and his own father had a sordid extramarital affair, and obtaining a magical and meddling weighted blanket from Tesco that forces him to share dreams with his boyfriend's mother.
His boyfriend's dead mother. Or at least Milan was supposed to be dead. But according to the dream version of her, she and her sister-in-law are very much alive and trapped in an unknown location. Apparently saving them all comes down to Pete and anyone else he can convince that he hasn't completely lost it.
This is the sequel to Giant Dancing Hedgehogs are Nightmare Fuel. It is necessary to read that before reading this, unless you want to be extremely weirded out and confused.
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- Part 4 of Masks