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Tadaima, Okaeri by kurenohikari
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jun 2026
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“We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.
The confession hurt more than he expected.
“A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”
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- Part 2 of Hollanov Lulu-verse
- Language:
- English
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- 48,817
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- 13/13
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- 1,266
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08 Jul 2026
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Why Do You Care So Much Whose Dick I Ride? by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jul 2026
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“I didn’t come out today because I owe anyone an explanation. I came out because I refuse to let the man I love stand alone while the world decides his worth. We've spent years hiding and even denying our feelings for one another because we were afraid of what people would say. We thought we were protecting each other. That ends today. I’m done caring about anyone except me and him.”
*******
A leaked photo leaves Ilya exposed, and the league wastes no time deciding what to do with him.
Ilya is willing to lose everything if it means Shane gets to keep his career.
Shane takes exactly one look at the world trying to shame the man he loves and decides that if Ilya's name is going to be in every headline, his will be too.
The only thing more dangerous than outing Ilya is giving Shane a reason to fight.
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- English
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- 14,434
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- 1/1
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07 Jul 2026
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Not According to Plan by ilyarozanovsmole (daniiireads)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Feb 2026
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While spending the summer in Russia, Ilya learns that Shane has mysteriously retired from the NHL. When he attempts to call, Shane’s phone goes straight to voicemail…
Or the one where Shane finds out he’s pregnant, retires and goes ghost, but underestimates just how much Ilya Rozanov loves him
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,953
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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- 453
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07 Jul 2026
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I'll believe in anything (they deserve sunshine) by Lothely
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Apr 2026
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When Shane refuses to let his parents go to Montreal to watch Game 7 between the Ottawa Centaurs and the Montreal Metros for fear of retaliation, Yuna and David watch from home as the team their son sacrificed so much of himself abandons him on the ice.
Meanwhile, social media finally reacts to the game in real time and the two shocking press conferences that follow, and a detailed article raises important reflections.
Or,
Will the author ever get tired of ranting about the Montreal Metros/Voyageurs being assholes? No, probably not.
Now, with the social media reaction! (And Momanager Yuna preparing to take down the Metros)Series
- Part 3 of Nobody else, so we can be free
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07 Jul 2026
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They say it’s my fault (but I want him so much) by Lothely
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov always knew that Shane Hollander carried the Montreal Metros on his shoulders, but when the whole world gets to see the same thing, the game changes.
And having to watch his boyfriend exhaust himself playing practically alone while his teammates ignore him makes anger bubble in Ilya's chest.
But it's at his own press conference that things... heat up.OR,
Ilya's POV interview after the Centaurs' victory and Shane's stumble, in which the author continues to rant about the Montreal Metros/Voyageurs being assholes.Series
- Part 2 of Nobody else, so we can be free
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,805
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 314
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- 3,537
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07 Jul 2026
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All the things they said (running through my head) by Lothely
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Mar 2026
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After stumbling and falling in the game against the Centaurs, Shane is accused by his teammates and the Montreal Metros management team of throwing the game to Ilya as a result of their relationship being exposed after the FanMail incident.
Shane is forced to give a post-game interview in the midst of a dissociative episode.
Until an incriminating question from a reporter causes the rubber band inside him to snap, and Shane says all the things he shouldn't say.
Except that he actually should.Or,
aka the author ranting about the Montreal Metros/Voyageurs being assholes.Series
- Part 1 of Nobody else, so we can be free
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,546
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 3
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- 490
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- 4,548
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06 Jul 2026
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281 + 84 (days of you) by 21cg
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Three months, measured in empty bottles of sunscreen and beer, chunks of worn-down board wax, tan lines and freckles.
Ilya and Shane meet on the waves.
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06 Jul 2026
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Do You Think About Me At All? by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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Shane swallowed heavily. “We should talk, I-”
“Go. Leave, Hollander. You did it before. So go.”
“Rozanov…”
“You got what you wanted. Now you can go.”
Ilya didn’t even look at him as he delivered his final words, his voice cold and devoid of any emotion. Shane waited for a few silent seconds before he gave up, realising Ilya wasn’t going to change his mind. He pulled open the door, hovering in the doorway, waiting for words that never came. His feet refused to move, his heart half hoping Ilya would call his name. But there was only silence. And now that the silence was turned on him, he had no right to hate how much it hurt.
This was exactly what he’d done months ago - turned away, shut down, left Ilya sitting there alone, confused... hurt. Back then, Shane had told himself it was easier this way. Cleaner.
Now he knew what it felt like to be the one left behind.
*****
Shane walked away from Ilya after the tuna melt incident.
But what if Shane never turned up at the All Stars Game in Tampa?
What if that moment had never existed?
Would it have been easier if they’d never become anything at all?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,544
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 683
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- 2,911
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- 1,125
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06 Jul 2026
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there may never next time be by inmoonlightigetseasick
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.
Ilya is alive.
Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.
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AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,149
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 362
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- 7,420
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06 Jul 2026
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Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off. Shane wants it to be Wednesday. But no matter what, Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off.
”Fuck,” he croaks. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”
Chapter 1: Shane wakes up on the same Tuesday over and over again after leaving Rozanov in a rush. Tuesday is his second least favourite day of the week, so he's not really happy about it.
Chapter 2: Ilya notices Shane acts strangely. He just never remembers.
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- Part 1 of HR Time Loop
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,663
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 920
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- 4,768
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- 1,360
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05 Jul 2026
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.
Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.
Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,370
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 3,029
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- 3,459
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- 1,578
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05 Jul 2026
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afraid, yes, but by spelling__bee
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Mar 2026
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This was what tended to scare Shane the most, when Ilya was unwell: the gradual loss of him, despite being physically there. He would go quiet, blank, slow to speak and slow to respond, nothing like the pulse of intense energy and liveliness that sparked in him at his baseline. Shane missed him, when he was away in that place. It was not a place Ilya could always describe, and it was not somewhere Shane could rescue him from, or even join him in for company. So Shane waited, every time, for him to come back. He always came back. That was the only relief in it.
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- Part 2 of snowdrops
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03 Jul 2026
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Shane As It Ever Was by icopythefax
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 May 2026
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Ilya wakes with no memory after an eventful night. Or maybe it wasn’t eventful. He doesn’t remember, that’s the problem.
- Language:
- English
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- 7,110
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 164
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- 1,821
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- 175
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03 Jul 2026
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get him back! by flairlies
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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Stuck in an alt-world where he and Shane never hooked up as teenagers, Ilya is determined to get Shane back. To do that, Ilya has to figure out a way to get Shane to see him as anyone other than the Russian asshole who has spent a decade pissing him off. It can't be that hard to make your husband fall in love with you... right?
Basically: Shane Hollander makes a wish with good intentions. Ilya Rozanov wakes up confused, single, closeted, and miserable in Boston.
+Bonus Chapter where AltWorld!Ilya wakes up confused, married, out, and carefree in Ottawa
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,150
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 1,840
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- 17,343
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03 Jul 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 255,418
- Chapters:
- 55/55
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- 15,476
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- 35,347
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- 13,038
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30 Jun 2026
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BFFs Shane and Ilya Watch Heated Rivalry by Countessofhogwarts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were once college hockey rivals. These days they're actually best friends.
Until, one day Shane sends Ilya the link of a show releasing on Crave, called Heated Rivalry.
Which seems to be based on them, but only problem?
They're not NHL players. And they're not in love. They're only friends. Right?
Read to find out what happens as they watch the show.
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29 Jun 2026
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Til They Retire Your Number by technicallyverycowboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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They lapse back into a comfortable silence. Shane looks at Ilya as he is and thinks about Ilya as he was at seventeen, smoking in the back of a Saskatchewan parking lot. The image is almost unbearably tender for Shane, where his own seventeen year old thrill at seeing Ilya Rozanov meets all the things Shane knows about that lonely boy now.
Shane thinks: Do you love number 81 more than you love this man?
"Hey," Ilya says, brushing his knuckles over Shane's cheek. "Whatever I do, I will be there when you come home."
Ilya decides to retire. Shane is very normal about it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,008
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 429
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- 3,149
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- 985
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27 Jun 2026
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don't know what to do whenever you are near by compost_heap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.
Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.
Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov are actually Luca's parents AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,925
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 1,310
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- 5,919
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- 1,994
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- 143,063
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26 Jun 2026
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Hold me tight by maoli_min
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 May 2026
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“There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”
Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?
“Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."
For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.
Positive.
Pregnancy panel.
Then, all at once, they crashed into him.
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Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 139,737
- Chapters:
- 25/25
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- 827
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- 7,281
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- 2,444
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26 Jun 2026
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Trigger Warnings: Rape on a man, manipulation, baby trapping, child neglect and abuse, drug possession and abuse as well as foul language.
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Farah Jalali calls Ilya in the middle of the night. She asks him if he ever knew a Emiliya Lebedeva. But more importantly did he ever have sexual relations with her 5 years ago. 5 years ago was November 2016. Shane had Rose. Ilya had nobody.Partially inspired by Nadia Rozanova by HeatedRivalryIlya
- Language:
- English
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- 76,431
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- 34/34
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25 Jun 2026