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    Rose almost couldn’t believe her eyes. She’d never heard Shane mention someone named Lily before. This was so unexpected, she’d honestly just been waiting for their first time together to judge if he was actually into women or not, she’d even prepared her whole ‘I don’t mind my boyfriend being gay’ speech but she’d never had a partner cheat on her before. Well she wasn’t sure if he was actually cheating yet. It took her everything to wait until morning. But when Shane finally awoke she asked that damn question.

    "Who is Lily?"

    (OR: Rose finds an asleep Shane looking at a text thread with Lily. Only she'd never heard of a Lily before and feared the worst. Luckily for her, Shane explained everything. Or well, almost everything.)

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “So,” Hayden asks, “do you only date girls named after flowers, or?”

    Shane blushes as he buttons his shirt. “Fuck off,” he says, without much venom, which probably means his meeting with Lily went way better than last time.

    (Hayden Pike attempts to solve the mystery of Boston Lily.)

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    30 Jun 2026

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    "When do you two even talk? You blackmailing him or something prick?” Hayden is getting angry again. “Why are you even here?” He blows up on that last part.

    Ilyas eyes widened with surprise, the idea of blackmailing Shane is disgusting and Ilyas face hardens at the accusation. Hayden might actually need some answers. Ilya collects his cool enough to stop himself from punching Pike. “Him and me are best hockey players, yes?”

    “Debatable” Hayden quips.

    ~

    It's the last few days of this blissful two week getaway for Shane and Ilya at the cottage. They are reveling in being together before they go back to hiding this relationship and executing their long game plan.

    So when Hayden and J.J. stop in to surprise Shane at his cottage for lunch on their way to an expo near Ottawa, the long game plan just got a bit shorter, and nothing quite goes to plan because this wasn't in the plan.

    Or... a world where Hayden Pike and J.J. find out about Shane being gay and being with Ilya all in one day. Redemption arc for J.J. handling it just about as well as Hayden does.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hollander takes a hit. Pike makes a call. Rozanov answers.

    Or; Ilya learns a new vocabulary word, Hayden just can’t connect the dots, and Shane seriously doesn’t need this stress.

    Just another finding-out-about-Lily after Shane’s hit fic based on a tumblr prompt I can’t track down (or maybe I hallucinated?) that said if Ilya answered when someone called Lily, people would probably assume Lily was one of Ilya’s girls before they assumed it was Ilya himself.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After Shane's injury at the 2017 All-Stars, David, encharged with managing the tsunami of worried messages on his son's phone, makes a discovery.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hayden blinks. All at once, many things fall into place. A cascade of small realizations, each fact crystallizing in the buzzing fluorescent light. The avoidance, the embarrassment, the sneaking around.

    Shane hasn’t brought Lily around because she’s trans.

    (or, Hayden Pike thinks he's got it all figured out)

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hayden Pike's best friend Shane Hollander is as predictable and reliable as it gets. But when Shane uncharacteristically fights with Scott Hunter, of all people, Hayden needs to know why. As he sits in Shane's living room, waiting for an explanation, things start getting progressively more confusing. Why is Shane coming out to him? And how does Lily play into this?

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    Hayden finds out about Lily after Shane and Scott fight on ice. When Hayden throws down gloves to take on a dinosaur, his closest ally is the most unlikely person.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Hayden invites Lily to the team bbq at the end of the regular season. No one is prepared for who shows up.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “Are you… are you saying that you want to be in a relationship with Shane Hollander?” The room held a sort of tension, like everyone in it was holding their breath, waiting for Ilya to vehemently deny it.

    The reporter had taken his words in the complete opposite way than Ilya had meant them, but he supposed he was too committed to stop now. “Of course not.”

    “Of course.” The reporter parroted, laughing nervously.

    “Obviously, we are already in a relationship.”

    In Ilya’s rookie season, he impulsively jokes about dating Shane to an invasive reporter. Then, he just… keeps doing it, since publicly announcing it enough times that everyone writes it off as a joke is a great way to hide a clandestine relationship.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov told his Boston Teammates that he was hooking up with Shane Hollander and they didn't believe him, and 1 time they finally do.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    The first time Ilya coughed up a flower, he was kneeling over a toilet in the penthouse of the Fontainebleau Las Vegas, for entirely the wrong fucking reason to be kneeling over a toilet in Vegas. 

    There was no point in trying to pretend it wasn’t happening. He wasn’t an idiot. Hadn’t he seen his own mother waste away, coughing up clumps of clean white chamomile stained shocking scarlet? Hadn’t he known, on some level, that he was fated to follow in her footsteps one day, to throw his entire heart and soul into loving a person who would never — could never — love him back?

    No, Ilya knew what this was. He also knew he’d never set foot on the ice again if anyone found out. 

    Blindly, he reached for the toilet paper, wiped his mouth, and then flushed the whole thing. Petals, too. He didn’t want to know what kind they were. Pizdets. It should’ve been a fucking maple leaf. 

    ❁ ❆ ❁ ❆ ❁

    the Hanahaki AU, in which Ilya loves Shane Hollander’s stupid face so much it makes him sick (literally)

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Hayden wasn’t the type to invade someone’s privacy, but seeing Shane reduced to a ghost was wearing him down. He picked up the phone, his fingers trembling slightly as he searched for the contact “Lily.” The phone rang once, twice, three times.

    Then, the line clicked. But there was no "Hello?"

    “This is Ilya. I never check my voicemail.”

    Hayden pulled the phone away from his ear, staring at the screen as if it had just exploded. The name still read Lily. But the voice… the voice was low, gravelly, with that Russian accent he’d been hearing scream across the ice for years.

    “Rozanov?” Hayden whispered. “What the hell…”

     

    Set after Shane left Ilya's house in ep 4

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “I just… I want to know, you know? I’m, like, almost thirty and I don’t know. It’s pathetic.”

    He’s years away from almost thirty, but their sports careers make them feel older than they are. Ilya understands the feeling of being far behind other people.

    And he couldn’t stand the face Shane was making, his I’ve only ever wished I could be like everyone else face. Ilya couldn’t fucking stand it, would do anything to make it ago away.

    Which is why he, against his better judgement, said, “I can take you somewhere.”

    Or; shane turns to his bisexual best friend to help him find a casual hookup and ilya swallows his yearning to make it happen.

    featuring a gloryhole and ilya talking him through it

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    26 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya thumped sharply at his breastbone again, coughs wracking his body, the impact jarring him. He bent double as they dragged on and on. Tears gathered at the corners of his eyes, streaming down his cheeks with each new hitched, hacking cough, his body rebelling against the intrusion his mind refused to acknowledge.

    His chest felt heavy, his throat raw. Bleary eyes cracked open as his coughing subsided, giving way to the sound of retching, followed by a dull wet splat hitting tiled floors. Resignation and shame and embarrassment rose in Ilya's chest, as the familiar magenta and red petals stared back at him damingly.

    At least it is not honeysuckle anymore.


    Or: A hanahaki AU no one asked for~ 🌸

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Despite Hollander shaking the foundation of his belief system, there are some truths Ilya will never be able to deny about the world.
    Purple marks do not exist.
    Green is reserved to familiar love.
    Friends leave bright orange streaks on his shoulders and arms, but if the bond is deep and mutual the handprints become a rich blue (Ilya's favourite colour).

    In a world where the love of others leaves stains on your skin, what happens when a stranger leaves a purple mark on your hand? And what does it mean when the colour suddenly changes?

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Only Charles knows the truth: he’s not a nice guy with an angry side, he’s an angry guy with a nice side, and sometimes he’s not even that nice.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    The voices outside go quiet. Then, Reggie hears a click as the bathroom door opens.

    Reggie’s eyes fly open and he tries to whirl around to face the door, but lightning-fast there’s a hand he knows as well as his own an unfamiliar hand at the back of his neck and another on his waist, shoving him chest-first into the hard tile wall of the shower. Reggie screams a little in shock.

    “What do we have here?” Alex’s a stranger’s voice asks, right in his ear.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    When Charles finally finds him after what feels like hours of searching in the endless stretches of hallway, he is not expecting a second boy.

    Or,

    Simon accepts Edwin's offer.

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    08 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    Charles was always sure he’d made the right choice to stay. There was no one else he’d rather be dead with, no other Afterlife that could top this.

    He always assumed Edwin felt the same. Through the running from Death, the promises to never split up, he always assumed Edwin would never want anything else either.

    But Edwin never had a choice in the matter, did he? Not a real one anyway. For Edwin, it was either Earth or Hell. That’s not much of a choice. Charles had always known this, obviously. Edwin getting dragged back down to Hell was one of his worst fears- worst fears turned reality too. But Charles never considered what Edwin would do if he was actually given a choice.

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    When Edwin’s asylum request is approved, Charles realizes Edwin actually has the choice to move on to his Afterlife now. He worries he might not be enough to get Edwin to stay, and the perfect Afterlife he’s built might not actually last forever.

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    08 Jun 2026

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