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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    How to answer the question: "What was it like on Mars?"

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "I'll keep you updated. In the meantime, go back to sleep. When you need to worry, I'll tell you."

    "Heh." Ryland ran his hand down his face. "It's terrible you know that it actually makes me feel better. What would I do without you?"

    "Explode at a colleague at a conference and get expelled from academia and become a middle school teacher." Eva said, promptly.

    "Wow, you've thought about that way too hard." Ryland laughed. "Middle schoolers might not vape in class, though. Maybe I should switch."

    "Let's not joke."

     

    or: fourteen conversations where ryland grace doesn’t realize eva stratt is a time traveller

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    08 Jul 2026

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    HOLY SHIT SO GOOD GODDDDDDDDDD

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    “What – what?” Colt demands when they turn the corner. Set pieces roll by. Gail keeps pulling until they're in the trailer and the door is shut. Then, like a freak, she pulls at the shades. “Gail, you're doing that thing again.” 

    “What thing?” She peaks behind the blind one more time.

    “The thing you do when you make me think you're about to kill me,” he says, “or tell me that you've killed someone else.”

    OR, Colt Seavers tries to go back to his normal life after his older brother comes back from the dead. Unfortunately, his life is dedicated to fucking him over.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Part 2 of Courtland dropped Claire at Grace’s fic series. FG with PHM happening in background…

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    The door opens. 

    Claire chokes. Ryland is standing there in blue PJ pants and an oversized PBS t-shirt. He's rubbing his eyes, which are missing his glasses, which makes it even more obvious how similar they look. When his hand falls away, Six watches him process what is standing at his door. His eyes go from Six, down to Claire, then back up to Six. 

    He laughs, high and stressed, then closes the door in their face.

    OR, Six needs help taking care of Claire after they break free from their respective jails. He decides that his younger brother Ryland Grace is the solution.

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    He hopped in the driver’s seat and subtly took a breath, grabbing the wheel tightly, the leather of his wet gloves squeaking. He could hear a buzzing in his ears, a growing drone overtaking the sound of the rain hitting the roof. He stared at the writhing lump over in the mud.

    He’d touched him. He’d HURT him. Ambushed him. Threatened him. Soiled him. Driver should’ve been there, should’ve cut him off before he’d have had the chance to slam into him. Driver should’ve taken the attacker’s knife out from his pocket and used it on him, right in the throat to quell his screams, all without 306 ever knowing--

    “Thanks again,” his neighbor said, breaking the silence. He fiddled with the folds of his balled up, inside out raincoat sitting in his lap. “For… well, all of these things. That you’re doing. And have done. Heh.”

    Driver looked over at 306. He looked pathetic, absolutely soaked in rain and covered with dirt and blood, smile weak and apologetic. He was beautiful.

    “It’s no problem,” Driver said, smiling again.

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    20 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 84

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    Sierra Six had ruthlessly culled all of Court from himself, carefully paring away slices of the boy between missions and flinging them behind him to the depths of time, until all that was left was Fitzroy's asset. Could only be the weapon the CIA had invested so much in. But as Claire threw her arms around him in the safe house where Suzanne had stashed her, Six realised that he remembered exactly when he had last been held without the intent to harm.

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    Court Gentry is not used to being in control of his own life, much less someone else's. He doesn't suppose a change in situation is going to lessen the universe's interest in tossing him around like a ragdoll.

    He would be right.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Six said he doesn’t have a secret family and he would not be a good brother before Claire could mention that Grace looks eerily similar. Sore subject. Claire likes school and friends!

    Six enrolled Claire in Ryland’s middle school, Grace and driver became a thing a few years ago and Grace has ✨ trauma✨ from pops and being unable to protect his baby brothers, thinks Six was killed in prison and Colt sent him away after breaking his back (recent). Grace caught driver injured after job gone bad and asked to help, not pressing for truth

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    “I’ll wash your jacket,” Lars says, holding his hand out. The bottom half of Driver’s jacket is dark and stained with blood. (The blood goes all the way around, like it’s not only from Driver’s injury. Lars pretends not to notice.) It’s ripped, next to the zipper, from the knife that was in his stomach. Lars doesn’t think Driver should wear a bloody jacket.

    Driver shakes his head, eyeing Lars warily.

    Well. That’s okay. Lars doesn’t like when people take his blanket, either.

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    Lars finds the Driver bleeding in his car on the side of the road. A tentative relationship forms.

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    19 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    They've been traveling together for a couple of months, and they're all starting to wonder where their journey is going to take them. K feels like he has to ask himself a question that he doesn't want to know the answer to: Would Rick and Ana be better off without him?

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    15 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 89

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    To say that Ryland Grace and Simon of Eden get off on the wrong foot would be the understatement of the century.

    Being rescued didn’t miraculously solve all of Simon’s problems. He has a lot to adjust to. Being a fresh amputee, the stars not being dead, aliens being real, living on an alien planet, having a human neighbor who doesn't want to kill him, trusting in this so-called “reality” that’s too good to be true… yeah, no, making friends isn’t a priority. Exiting survival mode is easier said than done. He barely even knows who he is when he’s not fighting tooth and nail.

    Grace is doing his best not to get attached to the handsome stranger he helped save. Simon may choose to leave Erid once he’s healed. He’s not so desperate for human company that he’d pursue someone who attacked him in their first-ever interaction. He has a good life here on Erid; he totally doesn’t dream of holding another human being’s hand, or being looked at fondly by someone with eyes, or seeing another person’s smile. He has Rocky and Adrian, who are more than enough family for him.

    But who does Simon have, if not Grace?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    (The one where Simon trauma trigger violence trigger grace trauma)

    Simon very depressed and loathing himself but allowing Eridians to take care of him while he gets better bit by bit

    Simon visits class and it’s super cute! He talks with Grace! Bonding! Until he goes ah shit the first human contract you had in 68 years was me trying to kill you and he shuts down a bit, leaving after revealing his brutal past and title

    Simon: i made quiche fuck you
    Grace: T_T this is one of the best things I have ever tasted lemme tell you about the starving times
    Simon: … shit maybe we’re more alike than i thought
    Simon: i cannot tell him my shit he’s too empathetic and has already been through enough I’ll just be over here having nightmares that I killed him

    Grace is determined to be a passive aggressive petty bench via bringing Simon weekly produce because, yet again, his efforts to connect resulted in triggered trauma and the belief that Simon will never like/trust/think well of him. Also Simon was like “is this a sex thing” and Grace was like “when the hell did I do anything to make you think that. I want dates and times.” Also G is touch-starved and it battles against feeling unsafe with Simons touch and i love it

    Simon see the stars and finally maybe believed that he’s not hallucinating all of this!

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    “He had a sharp nose and head with full, healthy hair, and was dressed in a white button-up shirt that looked crisp and too tight on his body, with slacks hanging low on narrow hips. There was stubble along his jaw and exhaustion beneath his eyes despite the well-kept mustache and soft blue tint of his irises, but somehow neither of those things took away from him. If anything, they added something unfairly charming. He smelled faintly of cheap cologne and cigarette smoke, and something sweeter underneath that reminded Healy vaguely of oranges.

    Healy frowned when he noticed that the man’s blond hair was exactly the same shade of June’s usual beehive hairdo.”

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    Four times Jackson Healy thought about kissing Holland March, and one time Holland March kissed him. (Plus one bonus chapter at the end)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    They wreck the house because of… a mouse. Definitely. Don’t think too long about it, Holly.

    Post gay club, drunk Heely confessions and March is like “…WHAT DO YOU MEAN I THOUGHT YOU HATED ME NOW CUZ HOMOPHOBIA” and H passed out

  11. Public Bookmark 72

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    For a moment he just studies the motorcycle. It's an ancient machine, a relic from the time before spinners, a time when the air was fresh and clean and clear; the fact that it ran at all is a minor miracle. Like him, it probably should have been retired long ago.

    What does a replicant exist for, if it no longer has a purpose?

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Scruffy beard, glasses, hair in disarray. He's in a simple button-down and jeans, no place to hide any meaningful weapons, and faces away from Driver—exposes his vulnerable side, forgoes line of sight—to crouch in front of two boys who have been so silent he only now notices.

    “C'mere,” the man mutters. He hoists one of them up and into his arms. The boy rests his cheek on the man's shoulder with a quiet sniffle, eyes squeezed shut. His small hands wrap around the man's nape in a death grip. He has a SpongeBob-patterned bandaid on his nose bridge.

    The other boy grips onto the man's shirt hem with just as much vigor, though his eyes are wide open. He looks up at Driver with pointed eyes, clear and devastatingly full of suspicion.

    They look at each other for half a moment of contemplative quiet.

    Then, softly, “What floor?” Driver asks.

    The elevator door closes.

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    Driver moves to the new apartment. Instead of Irene, his neighbor is kind teacher Ryland Grace with two twin younger brothers he's taking care of.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    SO CUTE I CAN’T EVEN- T_T

    looking forward to inevitable angst and whump from trauma and evil daddy

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    Warmth interlinked with warmth. Touch.

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    11 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 91

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    Rick Deckard had never thought of himself as the kind of man who could be a father. So it was startling, decades after he had lost his only child, to suddenly find himself a father of two.

    Or, Deckard and Ana find K in the snow and take him with them.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    KD6-3.7 gets a day off to hang with Joi. It’s nice, but AI tend to think a little differently about things.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    When Ana Stelline was younger, she cheated on an assignment. Just once. She thought she got away with it too, until a KD6 officer had a break down in her office. And here she just thought she was being kind.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Two survivors wake up aboard Hail Mary with no memory of how they got there: Dr Ryland Grace, and an engineer called Simon Fleischer. As they navigate their unique situation and the discoveries awaiting them at Tau Ceti, they uncover truths about themselves that would have, perhaps, been better left forgotten.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Simon and Grace wake up, realize together where they are, Grace freaks out and Simon recalls staring at his ass a lot when they were on Stratt's Vatt. Mutual attraction and Simon's decision that pursuing it would be a very very bad idea.

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    Every screen in the room blazed with the same breaking news feed. An alien voice had just asked for him by name on live television.

    “Mr. Grace?” little Jamal whispered from the front row, eyes huge behind his glasses. “Is that really you they’re talking about? Like, you you?”

    Ryland’s mouth opened, but nothing came out. His heart slammed against his ribs like it wanted to escape and hide under the desk with the class hamster. He was just Mr. Grace. The guy who drew cartoon planets on the board, who stayed late helping kids glue together messy dioramas of the solar system, who once spent an entire lunch period comforting a sobbing girl because her goldfish had “gone to the great fishbowl in the sky.” He graded spelling tests on vocabulary words like photosynthesis and asteroid. Aliens did not know his name. Aliens did not ask for science teachers.

    The marker slipped from his fingers and clattered to the floor.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    12:

    Ilyukhina and Yao come on up and find Grace in his underwear and Rocky sleeping, freak Grace out and fail to convince him to come down (which they don’t try that hard at anyway)

    Stratt is at NASA and Grace might feel safe

    Rocky POV explained that he came over after both Grace and Adrian died, and is a bit of a grumpy old man. Feeeeeels

    Proposal
    You receive: peace
    Rocky receive: coffee, food, and googly eyes
    Also helooooo Mark!

    Grace is def totally completely calm but knows all the things now, about to talk to NASA again via suit

    Rocky Puppet Show, NASA is shitting themselves because Grace was like dis suit hot imma take it off

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    I lived with this hunger long before the Hail Mary. This is nothing new. I’m fine.

    Right up until Rocky asks another question.

    “When last time you touch other human person skin, question?”

    Oh. Oh no. “When I… a few days after I first woke up here.”

    Rocky starts to relax for a split second, but then tightens when something occurs to him.

    “Grace crewmates dead when you wake up. You said this, statement. You not even know your own name, remember nothing, see dead bodies, confirm?”

    I nod, because if I open my mouth I will gag.

    “When last time Grace touch ALIVE human person, question.”

    I swallow thickly. I don’t answer aloud because I know Rocky can hear the hitch in my breath. My stomach churns with fresh bile. He senses my vital signs tick over into stress patterns and goes very, very still again.

    “Grace. When last time, question.”

    I clench my jaw so hard my temples ache, and beg him with my eyes to just stop.

    “Grace. Please say not when… when Evil Stratt humans put you to sleep.”

    I can taste grass.

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    AKA: Grace starves for more than just food on the journey to Erid.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Mindy Park is rapidly realising that the first intelligent extraterrestrial to make contact with the human race thinks they’re fucking stupid. She’s pretty sure that Dr Grace isn’t accurately translating half the things Rocky is saying, but most of what he is telling her is that Rocky has a better way of doing what NASA wants them to do, and honestly, it seems like Rocky is mostly right. She probably doesn’t want to know what the other half of what Grace’s new alien friend is saying, if the things that are making it through what she’s calling the “middle school teacher filter” are “why would you do something the dumb way when you could do it the right way”.

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    Mindy has a headache, Grace has trauma, Mark is confused and Rocky is wondering how humans made it in to space when they're all so, so dumb.

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    02 Jun 2026

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