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    AU Cottage

    Instead of hot dogs, Shane and Ilya decided to make the trek to the grocery store for dinner, so they aren't home with David Hollander comes by. But unfortunately for them, a horrific car accident ends up letting more than Shane's father know that something was going on at the cottage this summer.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Today 3:57 PM

    Jane: Hey so. I need you to sext me like a girl

    Today 10:18 PM

    Lily: what

    Or, Shane Hollander becomes Captain of the Metros, Ilya officially hates Hayden Pike, and there’s a new “girl” coming to the Montreal Met-Hoes chat.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
    “Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
    “Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
    “A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
    “No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane had always been a solo pianist in his heart. It sank into his skates and struck through his stick. He had gotten used to being alone, until he met the first person that made him truly understand what a duet could sound like. Ilya Rozanov, a Russian Rookie in his year and externally decided Rival. A violin that haunted him day in and out.

    Or. Shane has Synesthesia and this makes his life a lot harder, but also easier in a weird amount of ways.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov made a dismissive noise. “No, no, I will pick you up. Send me your address.”

    “I’m not giving you my home address.”

    “Why not!”

    “Because you’ll probably post it on social media to psych me out before our next game.”

    That made Rozanov laugh. “It is good idea,” he said. Stopped laughing. Started again. Blew out a breath like he had to get himself together. “I might do this to you,” he allowed, “but you have nice boyfriend living with you now. I would not do this to him. You are safe.”

     

    In which Ilya Rozanov adopts himself into Scott and Kip's household and refuses to leave. Kip finds this very sweet. Scott is going to kill him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    17 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    "Regardless of your personal reasons for choosing someone like me, I promise to do anything the situation requires.” Shane lost his train of thought as something shifted in Ilya’s expression.

    He pushed past the stumble. “Um—If you aren’t satisfied at any point in the process, tell me and I'll make it right. That’s my professional guarantee.”

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    13 Jun 2026

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    ”You can’t be Starboy forever.”

    People go missing or turn up dead every day in Night City. When Shane leaves the dollhouse Clouds for bigger things, his number one client Ilya Rozanov spends the next three years thinking Starboy was just another number in the Body Lottery. What happens when he appears on his clinic doorsteps?

    Ilya Rozanov wants to learn who Starboy is. Shane Hollander is searching for who Starboy was

    or Ilya thinks the stripper loves him and it ruins his life.

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    21 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 86

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    Scott
    What the fuck, Rozanov?
    If you're going to be a homophobic asshole just fucking move on.
    Do you really have nothing better to do today?

    Unknown Number
    No no, not mean.
    Fuck. English hard.
    Wait
    Do not block!
    Please

    Scott was the first that summer. What if he wasn't the last? In a world where Ilya and Scott didn't cross paths at the MLH Awards, Ilya still has a message—and a question—for the man who went first.


    murmuration noun | mur·mur·a·tion | /ˌmərmə'rāSHən/

    a large group of birds, usually starlings, that all fly together and change direction together, or the act of birds doing this

    "A natural phenomenon where thousands of starlings gather at dusk in autumn and winter to fly in highly coordinated, swirling patterns. These massive flocks move as a single, fluid unit to confuse predators, share information about roosting spots, and keep warm."

    see also: trust, instinct, belonging

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    19 May 2026

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    Pride Night was supposed to be the easy part.

    Then Dallas Kent showed up, Troy Barrett threw the first punch, Ilya Rozanov stopped the fight, and Ottawa won a game nobody felt much like celebrating.

    By morning, Dallas was in custody, Ilya was in hospital, and the internet had decided everyone knew exactly what had happened.

    A week later, injured, furious, and barely holding himself together, Ilya tries to get back to hockey.

    Instead, he gets a camera.

    One soft question.

    One honest answer.

    “My boyfriend.”

    It is the truth.

    It is also the one thing he and Shane were supposed to choose together.

    Based on a Reddit fic prompt by u/backtothefuture2028.

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    02 May 2026

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    Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.

    In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    22 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane is twenty-one, an Omega, and the current face of the MLH. He has no equal, no rival to push him harder, but he is still the best player since Scott Hunter, and he’s broken twice the records at half the age. To the surprise of only the delusional Hollander haters, he gets put on the Olympic roster. Shane’s nervous, but there’s no way he isn’t coming back without gold.

    Or: On the night of his big win, Shane accidentally buys an Alpha.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    19 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 65

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    A decade later, Yuna Hollander’s dæmon would introduce himself to Ilya—not Vasilisa, but Ilya—as Akira. He would apologize for freaking them out that day, say that “my Yuna just gets like that sometimes,” and David Hollander’s dæmon (a common loon named Marie, who perched atop David’s or Yuna’s or Shane’s shoulder like it was nothing) would chirp her soft agreement. Ilya and Vasilisa would learn that not all wolf dæmons were Dominika, not all fathers were Grigori.

    or: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov don't wear their hearts on their sleeves. Instead, their souls walk by their sides.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…

    The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.

    It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.

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    The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.

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    26 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 54

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    He knew what that meant. Knew the tip of the scales past their delicate balance, from 'passive' to 'active'. He had never in his life felt this before, not this clearly, not so defined in his very being. Ilya had thought he had understood, before, what his mother had done and what had led her to it. He knew now, staring out through the glow of the house to the dark garden, that he had not.
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    Ilya begins to experience active suicidal ideation for the first time. When he crashes Shane helps, he always does, but Ilya is hiding behind lies, and Shane cannot save him from what he cannot see. And Ilya won't ever let him see this, not as long as he can help it.

    !This fic contains description of suicidal thoughts/ideation including suicidal planning and graphic descriptions of the aftermath of suicide!

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in a horrible accident right before the playoffs start and Shane Hollander reacts in a normal and rational fashion.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Something was wrong. A wave of protectiveness swept up within him before he stamped on it hard, unleashing a powerful strike at the goal on the assist automatically. He didn’t even bother to look to see if it went in, his eyes reorienting themself to where Hollander was shrugging off a medic. 

    It was his Dom side, he knew. Latching onto someone it thought was his and wanting to save them from the world. But Hollander wasn’t his. He was a fun hook up, and interesting company once you got to know him a bit, but not his

    Ilya hasn't seen Hollander since Vegas, and the first time they meet on the ice, months later, Hollander's playing is awful. Ilya's a Dom, a high level one, but as far as he knows Hollander's a Null, no designation. Doesn't need headspace. Doesn't Scene. Doesn't Drop.

    But Hollander is Dropping. Has Dropped. And no one else seems to notice. So Ilya steps in without really thinking things through.

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    I know no hockey. I have seen the TV series, read The Long Game, and this is something that came out.

    Tags updated as I write new chapters...

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    18 Mar 2026

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