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“Did I do something wrong?” Shane asks, his voice cracking on the last word. He detests being vulnerable and asking for reassurance, even from people he’s comfortable with. And he would probably describe this situation as literally anything but comfortable.
He bites his lip and hopes the blood he draws will distract him from the stinging in his eyes.
“No, Hollander,” Rozanov answers. “It was not you.”
“Okay, well, if it’s not me, will you at least look at me?” Shane snaps. “You don’t kiss me all night, except for that one time in that disgusting fucking bathroom, you don’t want to talk to me in bed, and now you won’t even look at me anymore. How am I supposed to think that that’s not about me? Do I really mean that fucking little to you?”
Or: What if Shane actually sends the text in Vegas?
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idée fixe by winterbuckyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 May 2026
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Shane has always known that he's different. Bad different too, because kids are cruel in their honesty, especially when you're as talented as Shane is. He even makes peace with it (or pretends to). Alone at the top.
And then Ilya Rozanov happens. A natural disaster that enchants Shane from the first minute of the first tape. Lightning in a bottle let loose on the ice, and he's so beautiful that Shane wants to cry.
When they meet for the first time, it's like seeing the sun for the first time, and neither can fight their gravity during draft. Their meeting in the gym changes everything - because Shane is not alone in his obsession, and Ilya never knew how to back down. First names are maybe a lot less scary when you're barely 18 and already halfway in love.
or love at first sight masquerading as teenage obsession. a gym session straight from a boston couch (it makes sense i promise). soulmates (?)
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The Other Side of the Road by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2025
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"No m'not," Shane said, somehow pressing his face even more into Ilya's body. "All I ever did was play hockey. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope we have a baby soon."
The car went quiet at that. When Shane looked up, Ilya was looking out the window, jaw set.
"S' something wrong?" Shane asked. He ran his fingertips along the warm skin of Ilya's forearm.
Ilya turned back to face him, expression softened. Whatever pensiveness had taken hold of him was gone.
"No. Everything is perfect."
After sixteen seasons of professional hockey, Shane Hollander retires from the NHL in the interest of starting a family with his loving husband. It's maybe a little earlier than he would've liked, but with his thirty-five year old knees beginning to protest, it makes sense.
He's happy. He and Ilya have been working towards this for nearly a decade.
He's also terrified, wondering if this is the biggest mistake of his life, and thinking that maybe he should take it all back. But mostly, he's happy.
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"Once upon a time…
In a far away land, a young boy stood at his mother’s grave. He had her eyes, her blonde curls, her kind nature. Her ghost haunted his father through their son; and, even before her body was buried in its lonesome tomb, he resented the boy for it. The young boy did not know the crime he had committed against his father. One day, his mother and him had filled their home with delicate songs, and the next, she lay cold in her bed. Never to sing again. She’d left a note, addressed only to her sons.
‘Andrei, my boy. Ilya, my little bear. Please forgive me. Remain good and kind, and God will protect you.’"
Despite his father and brother turning him into a servant, Ilya Rozanov kept the promise he made to his mother all those years ago. He endured their cruelty for many years, until one rebellious night turns his fate completely upside down.
A Hollanov Cinderella AU!